posting time!!

just had briefing from pengarah and she said she have make desicion on where we gonna be add....luckyly im be posting at keningau where i hpe i got to ranau or such a nice place like sandakan or tawau.... but keningau is such a good place too...
litle knowlage bout keningau but its a place where my office will be im detaily gonna be pegawai perpaduan darerah tenom nabawan, but its officed at keningau.....tenom and nabawan? such a very far place bout 200km from kk. i think i will survive. it gonna be such a lots of job to do but i know i can do it...:).. gambate kudasai!!!

boys....

If you’re reading this, best be aware and a form or warning is bestowed beforehand. For this will be raw, unedited and perhaps offensive to some. But those reasons have never stopped a good read before and i assure you, they won’t stop it now.


Nothing can be further from the truth with the cliché statement ‘boys will be boys’. As boys (normal ones) we like shiny stuffs with wheels. We typically like cars, motorbikes, monsters on wheels, but let’s leave out cart wheels and wheelchairs on this one. I for one can drool upon a shiny harley-davidson fatboy for hours and still can’t get enough, I don’t know why, it’s just in me.


Toys aren’t only for girls. We like them too, GI Joe’s stuffs but definitely not barbies. I would someday like to have in my house a big wall with shelves filled with kick-ass toys from mcFarlanes, old movie posters, sports trophies of past winnings (ada ka? haha).
In general boys like sports, even the ‘kaki bangku’ would enjoy watching the world cup, or a couch potato can enjoy a game of basketball on tv. So don’t mind us, come world cup, turning into mindless zombies worshipping the tv (thank God for astro).


We like girls, especially the pretty ones. I’m not being shallow, it’s just the facts. The truth is we (boys and girls alike) love to look at beautiful things. Women above all else literally live by this very principle. Look at the local and foreign magazines, ads on tv, most are aimed at women. And surprise surprise who’s there on the cover? A very pretty girl in a pretty dress with a pretty make-up. Hey, I’m just pointing out the facts.


Most boys are not hypocrites. One can be more outspoken than the other but we practically have the same understanding. For example, me and a friend are sitting down somewhere and came pass us this hot-in-heels-head-turning-brunette. Our eyes seemed to be glued with her movement until she walked-off the corner. Now, for the outspoken me, I’d directly say to my friend ‘damn! What a smoking babe’. For the more introvert him, he’d give me a nod and a little grin. He will never say ‘I don’t think so’ and kept his real opinion from me. We are a very direct creature, regardless our state of personality.


I’m sure all of us have met with a situation where a bunch of people in a group would make noises and jokes and gave out big laughs in public. It’s ok for us boys to do it. To see a girl laugh, it’s a pretty sight, to see her laugh frantically in a loud voice in public, it’s horror and a definite turn off. You see, boys like girls simply because they are being girly. Let me put it in a simple statement, boys like girls for their femininity.

Through experience, more bitter than sweet, it has come to my knowledge and understanding, that men are as much as fragile as women. We may have built this exterior wall of confidence, arrogance, indifference and belittlement nature that is so deeply and perfectly embedded into our DNA and our sub consciousness so much so that we believe we are different from women, when truth be told we’re not, and the same can be said of women. Stop hating us for what we are, rough, direct, sweaty, and loud. Instead love us for what we can be, a poet, a dreamer or the occasional lover. till next

JPN&JPIN

jab perpaduan intergrasi nasional,tempat aku lapor diri hari ni,rasa pelik sbb jln menuju kerja selama 6 thun suda berubah.terasa sesat gak, tapi betul lahlapor diri dlm jam 8am.ada 3 org kwn lg berasal dari tawau, papar dan kngau.3 fren +me 4org lapor diri harini, xda kerja so kitaorg berknln dgn staff JPIN.first cari pot untuk bekfast..... lepas taklimat jam 10 bru kami dilepaskn untuk bebas...... besok byk benda nak di uruskn......nametag.....KWSP bank......tolong kwn cri rumah.........aku akan berada di JPIN sampai bln december menurut pengarah dan kmi hny akan dipostingkn tahun dpn 2011...mengiku daerah yg ditetapkn......
introducing to my new clik:
1. ahwun@k@ APEK: nama btl aku lupa dan susah nak sebut, cina tawaudlm 4 org kmi dialah pembuat onar, paling macho, palingmuda(26 years)sporting.well try to get to know him better.
2.jerry: org keningau, pendiam, kira blackship dlm grop kmi ni,
3.rahmat:org papar, abg la sbb dia yg paling tua,bodyguard,slalu mmg pot yg best2 mmg kna minta approve dgn dia tuk lepak.....:)
xsempat mo upload gambar lg nt ar ada masa aku set kat blog ni....:P

12julai 2010

this date gonnabe a historian date for me.. sebab?date tu lah aku akan report on duty for new job.
for antone yg kenal aku sebagai hadi takaful better change my name after this on ur phone bcos im not inthat place anymore.....well. i love my old work but soon or later i have to go..... thanks everyone!!...:)

deep scar....

3 years, it went by swiftly like 3 blinks of an eye. i've grown to know you, and as fate would have it, i fell for you. i know then, you are already with someone, but the feeling is mutual.

but i have to make you stop liking me, and it worked. and now you are free from the guilt of having feelings for someone other than your boyfriend. i care about you so much, i dont ever want you to be unhappy. i sacrificed my smile so you can have yours.

friends say that what we have is wrong, and i want them to stop saying bad things about you. the only way i know how is by ending it.

but i have to say, i have never met a girl that i can look at every second of the day and still havent had enough. i have never met a girl that makes me feel that every time i met her feels like the first time. i have never met a girl that makes me feel that i belong. till i met you.

thanks for the lovely memories. they say time heals all wounds, but not this one. because i love you then, now, and always

ko bila pulak??

ok soalan ni la yg aku byk dpt bila adik aku kawen 3 minggu lepas.... "ko bila pulak??"
aku cuma dpt jwb...."korang tau bila ajal dtg?"jd dorg pon berfikir dgn sendiri dan diam...... dan aku senyum kambing.....
then the story goes,last week, adala kwn pny member yg adiknya past away akibat asma, c abg pasrah.... aku terfikir...jika waktu itu ada org yg tny pertnyaan tadi??"ko bila pulak?"mesti haru biru . ok stop....nt aku update lg....wasalam.

double happyness on end of may!!

this is totaly mind blasting and i dunno how to describe my feeling......ok, today 24/05/210.going work like always....doing work in a same rutin. and suddently its the end of the day and usually at25 is a paydays!! im really happy, its means tomorrow im gonna buy food for my family...
ok short story.... as i come back home, my mom go to me like something happen! im shoke..... then she give me this later addres tome from suruhanjayaputrajaya. i just got offer to work at gov??!!as pembantu pembangunan mayarakat!! i think i forgot bout this! since i got later told me that ducacita... at February ago, but the later did say i will be in reserve....never think i got this offer its a double happyness for me sine im waiting for payday tomorow!!....i even cant wright correctly now... miahaha...... and the later stil in my hand!.......like i didnt belive it!..... well tomorow im gonna go to draft a resign later.... huhuhu.. fell so sad i gonna leave my family at work!! wuwu.. welll this is all rezeki, as my boss says, learn new skill and develope ur self, i take it as challenge.this for now, get some rest... :P