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mlm 31 august, ingtkn xmo p mna2. tapi hati rasa nak kuar plak tgk bandar kk di mlm 31 august.tiada apa pon mlm smlm kat kk.... rmai abg2 motor konvoi bawa bendera malaysia.....kat tanjung lipat, da ramai org kumpul mcm ada keramaian, yg sedihnya bila aku amatti suasana itu rupanya yang ramai tu bukan ya org tempatan pon.. u know wat i mean. terasa sedih jugak. bila tgk bangsa dorang plak yg rmai lebih2 lg diambang merdeka...??siap ada yg gaduh lg.delm suasana yg kill my mood tuh. aku pon terus blah dari situ......terasa sedih plak., hati ter tnya mna polis?xkn dorg pon dah jd 1 mlysia kot? omg.... aku bukan diskriminasi apa. tapi. limpahan kedatangan dorg kat negara mlysia yg makmur dan aman ini.mmg niat ingin berkongsi rezeki tapi untuk bangsa yg xtaktau dek untung.....lagi lah kadar jenayah yg tinggi. x pernah mgundah rasa aman.kat tmpt aku tinggal je.... begitu ramai.. dan sering kali operasi diadakn tapi bangsa ini semakin kebal pada pihak berkuasa.

the one and only.

recently talk to mr. fred and hear mr.fred talk open my mind on something.......

he say
there a reason to call ur wifethe one... becouse:
she is the one u love.
the one u hate.
" make u smile.
" make u headache.
"bother u always.
" anoying.
" the one of everything....
hehehe..........point is every body have the week and strong personality.for me and mr. fred...... we just smile and move on ...... yeah..... he3.:)

book of love.

and know........ story of love.......first i really dont want to write bout this but, cant hold my self.....lonesome andpitty my self who is too broken to miss her........i know its to late for me to win her back.....way too late..........i know she is happy beside him now......... but still part of me,miss her. memory can be the sweetest thing and its can be poison sometime.for me too know that she is happy and live welll its enuf.i know i cant be wat she wants me tobe.she is one of akind person that i call best friends, but at one time we cantworking thing out. so we go saperets way.the true is now we still be frend we still seing etch other and talk bout swet memory.... but she is somebody wife now.its raining out side, wonder how she is....... mayb she hold by her hubby now..... wtf...... i have to kick this thought of mine!im not being jelos of her,i have my own life now. my time will come........just this lonely feeling kill me again and again.thus need a fresh air......well at list i know she happy..... :)wasalam.

mengapa aku suka baca blog?

sudently, this come out,..... well dari dulu mmg minat membaca start dgn komik"penyelamat dunia"komik "dragon bal"an byk lg la komik2 cina yg diterjemah melayukan. dulu yg top, tony wong. skrg dah x ingt sape. recently aku minat baca" pendekar laut""wira tunggal",blog? bahasa2 bloger yg mmg power..... dan kelainan yg ada pada mereka.bunga2 bahasa yang mereka luahkn mengamit perasaan ingin tahu ini, he3......aku takde bahasa power mcm dorang but, still rasa mcm nak tulis gak blog ni,huhuhu.mayb aku akan boring gak satu hari nanti atau aku teramatla sibuk hingga terlupa ada blog, minta maaf awal2 ya........mmg blog aku tidaklah seberapa menarik cantik dan thebom.hanya kisah sepi dan pengalaman diri menjadi sumber inspirasi. dan luahan hati.sepi.... aku benci........YA ALLAH BANTULAH HAMBAMU INI, AMIN. will be update soon.......

some to learn.......

nothing much,today sungkai with fren, but b4 i get there i hv an litle accident!the road near ums is so jemm!!everyday like this.im in speed line,aint prest the gas yet but when the light turn green..... i pres the gas, then this car infront of me breaking suddently!!bom!!i hit his bumper! this uncle come out and say "are u okey?"he is 60year old chiness guy...... look nice."im ok uncle, how bout u?"i said,""ok, very jem woo....""soory ah".acctualy.. in this situation, if u go for claim insurans remember the car behind will take a blaim, means that me.....but this uncle say"i know ur tired and the jemm, let get moving,ur car still can go bah kn?"..."yup, thanks uncle, and so sorry". just like that uncle just take off... like nothing happen..... well i feel so guilty.... bcos if he bring to polis i willm get charge ofdriving witout coutionand it will cost me rm300! minor damage, my plat numb broken!. so much for feel soory.well for all driver who read this remember... if a car hit u from behind, its the car foult for not coution driving so just releks and find a polis station b4 call ur insurans ok......reunion will be updating soon... after i fix my plat... he3...... if u hv any Q for insurans dont hasited to ask, well im not expert but i will guide u, and insyallah everything will be alright.... ok....wasalam im ok, but litle bit tired.....

tadi petang gi byr zakat, rm6.60untuk rate sabah.ini kali ke-5 aku byr zakat untuk diri sendiri. bila dah keja ni, kena la tunaikn tanggungjawab sendiri.abah byrkn untuk adik2 yg lain.terasa lebih dewasa dan perasan tua dah diri ini bila tersedar yang kita ni semakin tua.kat opis bos minta aku untuk pungut derma bcos jumaat ni ada ceramah ramadhan kat opis. majlis akan diadakn setiap jumaat pada bulan puasa ni. well amat bagus untuk rohani dan kesedaran insani, kadang2 kita mudah lupa. lupa pada tuhan lupa pada tanggungjawab.tapi kita hanya manusia yang tidak lari dari kesilapan. ilmu ada di mana2.kita hanya perlu mencari, wasalam,

rainy day.......

sejak dua menjak ni selalu sgt hujan..... huhuhu..... ptg hujan mlm hujan pagi2 pon hujan...... nasib baik aircon kereta dah servis bulan lepas yang jugak menghabiskan half of my paycek..wuwuwu. belum shooping raya lg!!damn!malas nak jln shooping sorang2.....well besok ada reunion skool, mo cri peluang shoping dgn dorg la.. he3........lupa plak reunion ngan kwn2 yg lama xjumpa... dey berapa bbyk reunion dah?besok reunion for my primary skool , kanak2 riang yg dulunya nakalsiot... dah jd matang..he3.. pastu lusa reunion kwn2 kat hostel dlu plak... mesti byk crita best keluar terutama ttg "ayam segar desa" tu.kedua2 event akan berlangsung kat one borneo, so mmg shooping sakan la ni.he3 off i go to terawih la.... da... wasalam.