double happyness on end of may!!

this is totaly mind blasting and i dunno how to describe my feeling......ok, today 24/05/210.going work like always....doing work in a same rutin. and suddently its the end of the day and usually at25 is a paydays!! im really happy, its means tomorrow im gonna buy food for my family...
ok short story.... as i come back home, my mom go to me like something happen! im shoke..... then she give me this later addres tome from suruhanjayaputrajaya. i just got offer to work at gov??!!as pembantu pembangunan mayarakat!! i think i forgot bout this! since i got later told me that ducacita... at February ago, but the later did say i will be in reserve....never think i got this offer its a double happyness for me sine im waiting for payday tomorow!!....i even cant wright correctly now... miahaha...... and the later stil in my hand!.......like i didnt belive it!..... well tomorow im gonna go to draft a resign later.... huhuhu.. fell so sad i gonna leave my family at work!! wuwu.. welll this is all rezeki, as my boss says, learn new skill and develope ur self, i take it as challenge.this for now, get some rest... :P

hmm cuti14/04/2010

i on leave today, actualy xcuti tapi bcos today ada review dgn doktor neuro,i hv to sebab hospital queen nak cari parking 1hal.benda yg simple pon blh jdcomplicated and i hated that!, bila dah dpt cuti, plan nak stay home and rehat, but sudently teringt there are thing i have to satle in the office memandangkan segala urusan incomtax will be end this mont, aku kna super satle all the incometax leteryg blum ada.......ptg ni pergi opis lg..... hish,yeah all the leter has been done but only me know where to put it and where to ask for it.... wth.....rest for a while i go office after 1pm.....1jwtn berpencen yg aku pgang urus incmetax hua3......well gtg eat....lunch time... lpor!!.... byeeeee.

just a blank note...... silance...

nothing here.....counting days.....:P
empty,soo empty.....pethetic......blur more blur....:)

subtitude love.

its been a long time since i miss someone badly.....before this aku tertny2 amcm la yg korang pggl cinta mati??boleh mati tanpa cinta bg aku bullshit.....welll pgalaman 3x putus cinta mengajar aku erti sakit hati... tapi untuk mati kerna cinta mcm romeo juliet?? belum kot...he3.bukanya mahu mengadu domba.the onethat kill is lonely feeling,for me pain couse from love its nothing compare toother big problem that we will face on some surcometances... such as losing ur fmly(death)..but correct me if im wrong.....do u ever feel want to die for ur loveone?? well bf or gf.is it worty??me im surely die for my parent but gf?if its a wife its diferent story... she is fmly oready. but for someonewho u adore? but yet still u dont know if she or him worty?? well until next time midnight oready wasalam...:P

updated, finally....

cuti yg best, jumaat start cuti(gud friday) so cuti panjang sikit,blog ni da lama x dikacau dan sekali sekala jenguk tuk skodeng blog org lain... he3.recently xbyk yg berlaku,selalu sgt tgk facebook,mencari, meneliti dan meluah.suda2.. malas mo cerita pasal pasebuk.......keja aku msh berlambak kat opis kena setle isnin karang,ok tadi layan brother aku yg balik rumah bersama adikiparbaruku, he? betulkah ayat?? btw, bro aku byk berubah, dah jadi lbh bertggungjwb danlbh matang,bila cerita dgn dia pon terasa mcm berckp dgn org tua.he3.... well we respect ect.sampai la dia nak pulang rasa sebak bila dengar "rumah angah bukan disini lagi, jaga bilik, ek..."dan sekuntum senyuman yg kurasa menusuk kalbu... emosikah aku??poyo.....adikku da besar,
ok, no feeling2, mayb sbb kmi memang rapat so aku paling terasa bila dia tiada di rumah.aku redha dan restu,semuanya berbaloi sekarang.....aku bersyukur ya ALLAH. AMIN.

i hate crowded

really anoying bila terhimpit2 dgn strangers..... crowded.....but i love to see crowded ppl...he3.....no point im just tired and tomorow awaits me for some promess...hua3, payday!! got lots of plan in mind, such as, wacthing movie, but so litle time bcos saturday i have to go to nexus karambunai to attend training!!, iam admin this time but still it take my alldays-8-5....wth??he3 but the place is promesing something,bcos its the no2 best hotel in asia after bali, and i hope can get some at there.jom .... relaks!!, for u reader later if i got nice foto i post ok... bah... i get some rest first,,,:P

careful wat you wish for.......u just might get it all.

recently,bz bangat dgntibanya musim cuti sekolah bln mac ni, sepanjang pglmn bekerja musim paling bz adalah musim cuti sekolah......office yg biasa lengang riuh dgn kunjungan customer yg ramai, disinilah kepakaran setiap pekerja diuji dgn karenah customer yg mcm2.aku tidak terkecuali segala skill komunikasi aku keluar. dan biasanya berjaya jalankn tugas dgn jayanya...yes!! aku puas!!.
but bukan tu yg aku nak crita, just terfikir,dulu aku pernah berdoa dan wish aku akan melupai dia minta tuhan tarik balik ingtn dan kngn aku dgn dia, then, tahun 2007 tuhan makbulkn doaku!!
2007-aku kna strok! kat wad icu aku meracau mcm org gila, 3 hari koma, bgun dri koma, dokter trus tny aku knalka ibu bapa aku? syukur aku msh ingt mereka....ada certain memorie yg aku lupa, nasib xlupa skill kerja.dan memorie yg aku nak lupa sgt tuh mmg aku dah x ingt sampai skrg walaupon aku msh kenal "dia" namun aku xrasa sakit sgt sudah.alhamdulilah. aku bgun semula.
sekarang-aku x berani nak minta doa ygremeh2 lg. mmg kita disuruh berdoa, tapi,bg aku apa yg kita mahu tidak semestinya yg kita perlukn ALLAH lbh tahu.ITS A DIFRENT THING ON WATH WE WANT N WAT WE NEED.DONT ASK FOR WAT U DONT NEED.
NOT ALL THEN THINGS U WANT U NEED, GOD KNOWS, SO JUST PRAY FOR IT, GOD KNOW WAT THE BEST FOR US.ALL HAPPENNS WITH HIS WILL,OK,:p