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mmg jarang update blog skrg ni.. ni pun dtg skali skala blog walking jer...well mmg bz dan xda idea nk tulis apa........td kat opis bz sgt sbb rmai kwn cuti ujung thn....2009 is end 2010 come........xda plan mlm ni duk uma ja tgk tb kot.. kreta ksygn plak rosak tgh jln waktu pulang td!!timing belt kot putus....nasib baik my bro dtg ambil...wuwuwu..... jln jem disebabkn kreta rosak btl2 tgh2 jln...pkck teksi yg bek hati tolong pindah keta tepi jln.. fuh logo.......kreta msh lg kat saana kna tggl sbb mmg xblh jln...bsok pagi kot towing....g bengkel.

rubbish......

Thing I canot forget bout u….
1. The way I stare at u and u say “apa ko tgk?”
2. The way u punch me if I look like numb.
3. The way u pretend that its really hurt when I punch u back
4. The way u walk away from me and u gave me a look like u said” come chase me”
5. The way u really bother me while I’m driving, bcos u really want to learn to drive.
6. The way u sms me at night on my birthdays.
7. When I brush ur hair and turn out I get it even more massy
8. When I grab ur hand while cross the road…..
9. When u pull my shirt when u saw something nice in the shop.
10. The way u like to punish me when we are shopping.
11. When I shout at u at the time u near ram something with my car!!
12. The way u laugh
13. The way u smile with the dimple on it.
14. The way u bagging me to bring u to anywhere even send u to work..
15. The way u cheat on me that he just a delivery boy. turns out u fall for him, dam it!!
16. The way u look at me and say”jadi?”
17. The way u really want to make me mad, but im not….

hunt the hunters......

even thou i know u being so happy with him right now, and this is me,never regret we broke up, still ur memory's hunted me,im better be alone for this time being.well not ready yet to hv a responsblity,"with power and money comes with big responsiblytys" ok wheres i get that? spider man movie?huhuhu...........nvm........ im over her oready....... shes happy and iam glade she found her mr.right(turns out its really not me after all,he3... ok,i admit,)me? still hunting and searching with my broken radar...... mcm cri dragon ball..... 7 bji semuanya.... and she can fulfill my wish.... he3.....
thats all going to work tmorow........ wish me luck.......amin.

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xmas day,

for a thousen time i tell my fren i dont celeb xmas!!but my sms box is over flow by xmas greats...... huhu.well,myb cos they call me eady, and some of them never met me, just in the name of work.well,i dont mind if they call me eady hadi, ady,abdi.... i prefer as hadi.many of my far away fren such as bankers from sndkn tawau..lbuan...... thats i used to call them and faks document only never face to face... huhuhu.....
condition and mood are not stable right now, too much eating i think..... huhuhu, my event on paychek days is bring fmly to go eat outside,just to serve my mom a good meal, so she can releks and do nothing but eat...hua3........my mom hv been bz with house work.few mont ago, i go chek my health at dr, abd manaf ali(stil studying for medical at india back for holidays)my best fren from school.he says:"u hv hyper tens blood"-wicth its means kebrankalian drhtinggi, well kena sruh jaga mkn.....yg mna aku avoid daging and food yg blh buat lemak, nt obest..... dan drh tggi... huhuhu.....nt dia pulang holidays at april nak chek lg........ well dr harapan........... en. manap ada pesan "jgn panggil aku dr!, sebelum aku grade!" yg mna dia suda study hampir 6 thun suda!!......

Gugusan hari-hari
Indah bersamamu
Kamelia...

Bangkitkan kembali
Rinduku mengajakmu
Ke sana

Inginku berlari
Mengejar seribu bayangmu
Kamelia...

Tak peduli kan ku terjang
Biar pun harus kutembus
Padang ilalang

Tiba-tiba langkahku terhenti
Sejuta wajah telah menahanku
Inginku mati mereka berkata
Tak perlu kau berlalri
Mengejar impian tak pasti
Hari ini juga mimpi
Maka biarkan ia datang
Di hatimu..

renungan kita dan diri saya.........

Assalamua'laikum wth…

Inilah dia rahsia as-solat, sebagai
peringatan bagi yang dah tahu atau panduan bagi yang
baru tahu......

1 - Niat Sembahyang :
Sebenarnya memeliharakan taubat kita
dari dunia dan akhirat.

2 - Berdiri Betul :
Fadilatnya, ketika mati dapat
meluaskan tempat kita di dalam kubur.

3 - Takbir-ratul Ihram :
Fadilatnya, sebagai pelita yang
menerangi kita di dalam kubur.

4 - Fatihah :
Sebagai pakaian yang indah-indah di
dalam kubur.

5 - Ruqu' :
Sebagai tikar kita di dalam kubur.

6 - I'tidal :
Akan memberi minuman air dari telaga
al- kautsar ketika didalam kubur.

7 - Sujud :
Memagar kita ketika menyeberangi
titian SIRATUL-MUSTAQIM.

8 - Duduk antara 2 Sujud :
Akan menaung panji-panji nabi kita
didalam kubur

9 - Duduk antara 2 Sujud (akhir) :
Menjadi kenderaan ketika kita dipadang
Mahsyar.

1 0 - Tahhiyat Akhir :
Sebagai penjawab bagi soalan yang
dikemukakan oleh Munkar & Nankir di
dalam kubur.

11 - Selawat Nabi :
Sebagai pendinding api neraka di dalam
kubur.

12 - Salam :
Memelihara kita di dalam kubur.

13 - Tertib :
Akan pertemuan kita dengan Allah S. W.
T.

Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr R. A.,
Rasulullah S. A. W. bersabda :

"Senarai di atas adalah salah satu
sebab mengapa orang Yahudi /
Kafir tidak sukakan angka 13 dan juga
Hari Jumaat. Itulah sebab mengapa mereka
mencipta cerita yang begitu seram sekali iaitu
" FRIDAY the 13th " jika ada di kalangan kamu yang
perasan!!!"

Wassalam.

"Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu
ayat..." Sebaik-baik manusia itu adalah mereka
yang memberi manafa'at kepada manusia
lain...

Saat sedang nyenyak dibuai mimpi di atas tilam yang begitu empuk, bilik yang dingin dan kelam tanpa cahaya, anda terbangun tiba-tiba. Setelah mata terbuka, persekitaran diamati. Belum subuh lagi ni, hati bermonolog sendirian. Kemudian tangan mencapai telefon bimbit melihat jam sekadar mendapatkan satu kepastian. "Oh, baru pukul 3 pagi." Dalam situasi di atas, apa yang akan anda lakukan? Di sini anda mempunyai beberapa pilihan. Tanya iman anda dan buatlah pilihan yang bijak. PILIHAN 1 Kebanyakan kita akan menarik selimut semula dan menyambung episod kedua mimpi yang tergantung separuh jalan. Bukan itu sahaja, hati turut mengomel, "Apasal la aku bangun awal sangat." Terzahir sebuah kekesalan. Kesal bangun awal? Nauzubillah. PILIHAN 2T "Oh baru pukul 3 pagi. Waktu macam ni doa makbul. Ya ALLAH, ampunkanlah dosaku dan dosa kedua ibu bapaku. Jadikan aku hamba yang mempunyai semangat juang yang tinggi, berjuang untuk kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat." Kemudian sambung kembali 'ibadah senyap'. PILIHAN 3 Sebaik menyedari dah pukul 3 pagi (bukan baru pukul 3 pagi), segera bangun untuk solat tahajud. Sembahlah ALLAH saat mata-mata lain terpejam rapat, rukuklah saat hati kita masih tenang, sujudlah saat minda masih kosong dari sebarang urusan dunia dan berdoalah saat doa didengari ALLAH. Terjaga di awal pagi adalah satu rahmat yang merupakan kurniaan ALLAH. Siapa tahu saat ALLAH takdirkan kita terjaga, sebenarnya ALLAH menunggu untuk memakbulkan sebarang permintaan malam tersebut. Mulalah dari langkah pertama, berdoa sebaik terjaga. Malah mintalah dari ALLAH untuk bangkitkan kita malam-malam seterusnya. Itulah caranya mengucapkan terima kasih kerana terjaga saat sedang tidur, bukan mengomel penuh kekesalan. Tetapi alangkah baiknya andai tahajud dapat ditunaikan.

kesan zikir....

KESAN ZIKIR TERHADAP OTAK MANUSIA

Otak hanyalah aktiviti-aktiviti bio-elektrik yang melibatkan sekumpulan saraf yang dipertanggungjawabkan untuk melakukan tugas-tugas tertentu bagi membolehkan ia berfungsi dengan sempurna. Setiap hari 14 juta saraf yang membentuk otak ini berinteraksi dengan 16 juta saraf tubuh yang lain.. Semua aktiviti yang kita lakukan dan kefahaman atau ilmu yang kita peroleh adalah natijah daripada aliran interaksi bio-elektrik yang tidak terbatas..

Oleh itu, apabila seorang itu berzikir dengan mengulangi kalimat-kalimat Allah, seperti Subhanallah, beberapa kawasan otak yang terlibat menjadi aktif. Ini menyebabkan berlakunya satu aliran bio-elektrik di kawasan-kawasan saraf otak tersebut. Apabila zikir disebut berulang-ulang kali, aktiviti saraf ini menjadi bertambah aktif dan turut menambah tenaga bio-elektrik. Lama-kelamaan kumpulan saraf yang sangat aktif ini mempengaruhi kumpulan saraf yang lain untuk turut sama aktif. Dengan itu, otak menjadi aktif secara keseluruhan. Otak mula memahami perkara baru, melihat dari sudut perspektif berbeza dan semakin kreatif dan kritis, sedang sebelum berzikir otak tidak begini. Otak yang segar dan cergas secara tidak langsung mempengaruhi hati untuk melakukan kebaikan dan menerima kebenaran.

Hasil kajian makmal yang dilakukan terhadap subjek ini dimuatkan dalam majalah Scientific American, keluaran Disember 1993. satu kajian yang dilakukan di Universiti Washington dan ujian ini dilakukan melalui ujian imbasan PET yang mengukur kadar aktiviti otak manusia secara tidak sedar. Dalam kajian ini, sukarelawan diberikan satu senarai perkataan benda. Mereka dikehendaki membaca setiap perkataan tersebut satu persatu dan mengaitkan perkataan-perkataan dengan kata kerja yang berkaitan. Apabila sukarelawan melakukan tugas mereka, beberapa bahagian berbeza otak mempamerkan peningkatan aktiviti saraf, termasuk di bahagian depan otak dan korteks.

Menariknya, apabila sukarelawan ini mengulangi senarai perkataan yang sama berulang-ulang kali, aktiviti saraf otak merebak pada kawasan lain dan mengaktifkan kawasan saraf lain. Apabila senarai perkataan baru diberikan kepada mereka, aktiviti saraf kembali meningkat di kawasan pertama.. Ini sekali gus membuktikan secara saintifik bahawa perkataan yang diulang-ulang seperti perbuatan berzikir, terbukti meningkatkan kecergasan otak dan menambah kemampuannya.

Oleh itu, saudara-saudara ku seIslam, ketika saintis Barat baru menemui mukjizat ini, kita umat terpilih ini telah lama mengamalkannya dan menerima manfaatnya. Malang bagi mereka yang masih memandang enteng kepentingan berzikir dan mengabaikannya.

shes gone-steel heart.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus)

Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus x2)

Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.

its feel so wrong to fall for u.....

its was 15 years ago, when i got transfer to the same school as u.i saw u when i pass by try to find my clas wicth is beside ur class......we are so young that time.i dont even know ur name.but now ur hounted me.... ur name, u smell, ur eyes.... i even still have the notes u gave me for exam that say u wish me good luck..... that time, its really work.. u push me to study .... until now. u are not gonna be mine, never,u are just black listed in my heart now,i have to let u go............ there will never be us is just me all off my dreame crush down just like that.love is so cruel if u gone too deep.....u are nothing to me now..... go away........

bernafas tanpamu....

another touching song recently be my fav.............

Lyla – Bernafas Tanpamu

Mungkin kau bertanya-tanya
Arti perhatianku terhadapmu
Pasti kau menerka-nerka
Apa yang tersirat dalam gerakku
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
Akulah serpihan kisah masa lalumu
Yang sekedar ingin tahu keadaanmu

Reff:
Tak pernah aku bermaksud mengusikmu
Mengganggu setiap ketentraman hidupmu
Hanya tak mudah bagiku lupakanmu
Dan pergi menjauh

Beri sedikit waktu
Agar ku terbiasa
Bernafas tanpamu oooohhh

Hoo hooo… 2x

Teruntuk dirimu
Dengarkanlah

stmb fmly day18/12/09-19/1209

ok, just come back from fmly days at mimpian jadi resort, tuaran. nice view and releksing..... sampai im pian jam 3.00pm.... huhuhu actualy spatunya jam2.00pm, tpi lmbt ckit sbb sesat:P
hmmm, actualy a bit jealos bcoa all my colleage bring there wife and kids, me i bring my bro.......:P x mo crita pasal jdual sbb mmg panjg berjela yg penting tmpt heapening and releks tension. terasa beban kerja tu ringan, im ready to go work next monday!! hua3...........(kerja berlmbak lg).. ok im going to take a rest sbb perjlnan tuaran ke likas mkn masa 30mint gak.... with speed 120km after racing with boss...:Phe3..........

hmmm, what ti write??

actualyy really dont know wat to write,nowdays everydays so bz........takaful famlydays is just the cooner at 18/12/0o9.. at impian jadi resort tuaran..huhuhu......over 16 takaful kk staff go with there husbund and wife. me? i go with my brother.... huhuhu,well im looking fowd to the DAY.
well thankful to my fellows ofice mate all the report is finaly done! haiz........syukur, now we just need to realise our tens for fmly day.......talk bout my job, now im incharge in banca department as banca suport. and my officer call me as a multi purpose work, as i do region work,banca fmly clerk, and office clerk, wow! too much but dutty is a dutty... and 4 work is a chelenge for me.... as for now im happy and still do my best for the job ive done...huhu, tired!!
ok as for now resting time... wasalam.

duck and eagle.......

No one can make you serve customers well. That’s because great service is a choice.
Harvey Mackay, tells a wonderful story about a cab driver that proved this point.

Harvey was waiting in line for a ride at the airport. When a cab pulled up. The first thing Harvey noticed was that the taxi was polished to a bright shine. Smartly dressed in a white shirt, black tie, and freshly pressed black slacks, the cab driver jumped out and rounded the car to open the back passenger door for Harvey . He handed Harvey a laminated card and said: ‘I’m Wally, your driver. While I’m loading your bags in the trunk I’d like you to read my mission statement.’ Taken aback, Harvey read the card.

It said:
Wally’s Mission Statement: To get my customers to their destination in the quickest, safest and cheapest way possible in a friendly environment.

This blew Harvey away. Especially when he noticed that the inside of the cab matched the outside. Spotlessly clean!
As he slid behind the wheel, Wally said, ‘Would you like a cup of coffee? I have a thermos of regular and one of decaf.’
Harvery said, ‘I’d prefer a soft drink.’
Wally smiled and said, ‘No problem. I have a cooler up front with regular and Diet Coke, water and orange juice.’
Almost stuttering, Harvey said, ‘I’ll take a Diet Coke.’
Handing him his drink, Wally said, ‘If you’d like something to read, I have The Wall Street Journal, Time, Sports Illustrated and USA Today.’
As they were pulling away, Wally handed my friend another laminated card, ‘These are the stations I get and the music they play, if you’d like to listen to the radio.’ And as if that weren’t enough, Wally told Harvey that he had the air conditioning on and asked if the temperature was comfortable for him.
Then he advised Harvey of the best route to his destination for that time of day. He also let him know that he’d be happy to chat and tell him about some of the sights or, if Harvey preferred, to leave him with his own thoughts…
Tell me, ‘have you always served customers like this?’
Wally smiled into the rear view mirror. ‘No, not always. In fact, it’s only been in the last two years. My first five years driving, I spent most of my time complaining like all the rest of the cabbies do. Then I heard the personal growth guru, Wayne Dyer, on the radio one day. He had just written a book called You’ll See It When You Believe It . Dyer said that if you get up in the morning expecting to have a bad day, you’ll rarely disappoint yourself. He said, ‘Stop complaining! Differentiate yourself from your competition. Don’t be a duck. Be an eagle. Ducks quack and complain. Eagles soar above the crowd.”
That hit me right between the eyes,’ said Wally. ‘Dyer was really talking about me. I was always quacking and complaining, so I decided to change my attitude and become an eagle. I looked around at the other cabs and their drivers. The cabs were dirty, the drivers were unfriendly,and the customers were unhappy. So I decided to make some changes. I put in a few at a time. When my customers responded well, I did more.’
‘I take it that has paid off for you,’ Harvey said.
‘It sure has,’ Wally replied. ‘My first year as an eagle, I doubled my income from the previous year. This year I’ll probably quadruple it. You were lucky to get me today. I don’t sit at cabstands anymore. My customers call me for appointments on my cell phone or leave a message on my answering machine. If I can’t pick them up myself, I get a reliable friend to do it and I take a piece of the action.’
Wally was phenomenal. He was running a limo service out of a Yellow Cab. I’ve probably told that story to more than fifty
cab drivers over the years, and only two took the idea and ran with it. Whenever I go to their cities, I give them a call. The rest of the drivers quacked like ducks and told me all the reasons they couldn’t do any of what I was suggesting.
Wally the Cab Driver made a different choice. He decided to stop quacking like ducks and start soaring like eagles.
How about us?
Smile, and the whole world smiles with you… The ball is in our hands!
A man reaps what he sows. Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do
not give up… let us do good to all people.
Ducks Quack, Eagles Soar
Have a nice day, unless you already have other plans!

cuti yg mcm bukan cuti.

update blog!!, walaupon aku x byk reader,perasan ja rmai reader.but for my special reader.mintamaaf jika blog ni umpama rumah usang yg terbengkalai di tepi jln rumah korang.
adapun kdg2 berdetik hati untuk merobohkn rumah bunglo usang ini yg hanya meyakitkn mata dan pemandangan anda.... posmen pon mmg x hinggin nak tgk bunglo aku ni.huhuhu.....ntah apa yg mau diceritakan?ok....kelmarin pergi tmpt majlis perkahwinan kawan kat tamparuli dkt jln ke kiulu................jln buli tahan jauh,20km dri kk. gerak jam 11 sampai jam11.3o.jln bersama, mr,pie,batman, mr bibi. ke perkahwinan en.darmasa bin hanafi.alhamdullilah kahwin suda memberku yg dulunya mmg seorg yg nakal.well time bdk2 sepa yg x nakal kn?......ok besok2 aku update pic........... nak gi mkn sbb mama dah pggil mkn... wasalam.

jom ke kursus perkahwenan.....

tadi5/12/09.sabtu , aku telah menghadiri kursus perkahwenan, buat julungkalinya,mulanya niat nak ambil sijil saja....but, setelah beberapa sesi penceramah.aku tgk mmg byk pengisian tentangmembina sebuah keluarga yg benar2 islam.well motonya"BERKAHWIN BUKAN KERANA NAFSU,BERKAHWINDENGAN ILMU"ini kerana byk kes2 penceraian yang berlaku dlm institusi kekeluargaanyg mana perlu dikurangkan.
seperti mana kursus2 ditempat lain aspek2 keagamaan perlu dititik beratkan, amat terperanjat dimana ada beberapa peserta yang bakal mendirikn rumah tangga yg memandang remeh soal2 agama dan apabila disoal ttg agama mereka gagal menjawab, dlm hatiku inilah bakal menjadi bapa/ibu suatu hari nanti. sedikit terkilan,sekurang2nya kursus ini dpt menyedarkn mereka tentang ilmu agama.
klebih kurang 200 org hadir untuk kursus kali ini....termasuk aku, bukan sblm ni x nak ambil, tpi ksetiap kali berniat kursus dah full booking.akhirnya.dpt gak,agak janggal bila aku dtg kursus berseorangan padahal peserta lain masing2 dgn pasangan... huhuhu..ada beberapa peserta yg single gak mcm aku tpi kitaorg buat dunnojer...bila nak bincang apa2 dgn kwn lain yg bru first time jumpa mesti soalan skema"mna tunang kmu?". so biasanya aku akan jwb dgn jujur dan ikhlas"belum ada lg, masih solo"......well ada beberapa insiden yg aku nak komen kursus td. kpd peserta2 kursus pra perkahwenan tu, ini hnya kursus pra perkahwenan bukanya sah kawen. jadi kalau nak gi mkn lunch berduaan tu jgn lah buat mcm korg tu dah kawen....jln pgang tgn mcm xnak lps. allah kita yg single ni pon xnak ngorat tunang kmu la......fenin jugak bila kbtulan time tu kwn aku yg lama x jumpa ada dlm kursus tu.... wellaku pon saja lah tegur tny khabar. bila tunang dia dtg dan jeling semacam...hek elleh!gua xkacau la bro!aku x kisah pun.. cuma bila balak dia ni jeling semacam tu yg buat darah ni menyirap..... well hope besok ok. biarlah budak tu ada aku kesah!!?lucu jugak tgk dorg ni.yang c lelaki heret c pompuan mcmla ada org yg nak sgt dkt tunang dia... well syukurla dpt tunang yg pandai jeles mcm tu.dri yg tunang mata keranjang. aku terlihat kelibat sorang mamat ni,ingtkn tunang dia.tpi mcm rmai plak??wth??siap minta2 no tunang2 org yg lain lg tu??bro?! klu nak kacaupon jgn lah tunang org!!mmg mamat ni dah kena mark oleh peserta2 yg lain yg perasan dgncaranya tu.kwn aku mmg dah hangin dgn beliau.well.xtaulah apa jd. dan xmau tahu...... ok besok aku kena attend last class.untuk terima sijil kursus.....he3...3....kena bwa jeket sbb dewan tu sejuk sgt!!cho, chinchow... wasalam...

come to my blog shop!! NC-SHOP.

well i try this bissnes mont ago, i ask a fren to made blogshop.>>http://nc-tele.blogspot.com/ reader can come and c or can request any fhone or accesories fhone, for reasonble price and still can nego.....wellim not telling its cheap. but reasonble...... huhu bizness may all reader support me.come and see first ok......still long way to go.....just email me or coment or go for nc-tele chatbox ok!!

engkau.

kau lah TANDA TANYA,
kau TIADA TITIK NOKTAH,
ku dibuai mimpi lena,
dikejut igau semula.

apa gunanya bahgia?,
jika bahagia bersamamu hnya untuk sementara waktu,
aku pilih derita MERINDUIMU.

raya night.

ok ptg td pulang kerja terkejut lembu, ini krn lembu yg akan disenbelih dimasjid besok hari telah melarikn diri.yang akhirnya dpt di tgkap semula.alhamdullilah,klu x, xda daging la bsok..he3.....just now, jam12.30am, ambil kwn kat aipot MASkk......well kwn blik for his weeding day next week, but.... insted of weeding next week he got bigger problm. that i canot write here...... wtf.i really am the keeper. the guardion of frend secret......thats wat i call my self.. the keeper.well,thats all for this and tawakal for my budies.let it be a secret..shhhh'really tired...happy raya days!!xda bju bru tuk raya!!he3........

idont wanna know

plss,i reaaly dont want to know bout all the lies u gv me when u and me, for me is enuf to let u go.
y u keep touchering me? am i done wrong to u?..... plss dont come back........i really dont need u.are u enjoying to c me like this? its like a sweet revange for u?.dont let me hate u more.....i am better wit a new her rite now,

jabba wackeez...

td adik aku tgh lyn tube.... mcm best tgh tgk crew team jabba wockeez, best sgt dance dorg ni, most best dance team ever.tgh dunlod vid dance dorg cuba tgk yg ni nak share sikit.


memang terpegun tgk dorg ni dance.... fuh. speachless la......hehe...........enjoy the vid ok. ada lg vid lain klu nak tgk dlm u tube, typejabba wockeez. and, my bro info lg pasal penari yg bernama SALAHfrom france yg dance ala2 robot, try tgk dlm tube........enjoy ok.....kena sabar sbb mmg lmbt nak dunlod vid dorg ni... slow moaaa.

todays,

arini mcm biasa pergi kerja........cek email office, ding-dong, bunyi reminder,email remind yang arini ada region meeting!!wtf??lupa sgt da ni kemarin remind kat bos, aku plak lupa!! bilik meeting dah la sejuk gila! lupa bwa blazer!!meeting start jam8.00am.sepatutnya meeting bos2 jer,tapi,pasal aku da jd part of region, kena attend jugak!!...hadi,!masuk meeting!-bos......aku???.....maunya sampai jam 12 gak meeting tuh...!sambung lg lps solat jumaat, jam2.00pm.......sampai pukul5.00pm,!fuh!tapi arini mmg keja suma pending!!haiz!!,belambak la keja isnin nt........1ari berjemur bwh aircon yg sejuk tanpa blazer... aku terasa mcm kuar dri aisbox........penat gak ikut meeting ni.....walaupon aku cuma rakam minit meeting jer.......pening la dgr buget2 yg ofiser present.... juta2.........neway da penat da botak ni...... asyik ingat, ribu dan juta jer..... fuh,,,, kaya babe........

aku tahu engkau tahu..........

aku tahu engkau tahu isi hatiku, mengapa begitu sukar untuk mengaku?adakah kerana kau jua begitu?tidakkah engkau percaya pada takdir tuhan?mahukah engkau aku berjanji? tapi, tidak aku,jajiku hanya pada yang satu,hingga tuhan cabut nyawaku,kerana aku tahu apa yang engkau tahu.

wrong or right?

tgh meng hadapi syumtom nak demam, bdn panas, tekak sakit, batuk2.ptg tadi kena hujan.kreta plak park jauh. sbb dtg lmbt kena gi ums jap ambi docum.hmm. tgh drive terpikir juga nak bawa laju2, tpi mls lah just bwa releks lagi best sambil lyn lgu weslife..he3.....ok, its my chois to be fast? or? i can be late and still stay safe..... this is wat i call, theres no wrong or right. i can be fast or...but same choice for the same result.hmm...... its all bout chopice, seseorg blh pilih tuk jd jahat @ baik. u nak jd org yg suka tolong org @ u nak jd org yg sombong dan x sedar diri...... tpi result kena pikir sendirilah. there is no wrong or right in our life. it all bout choice, u can be a person u wanna be or u want tobe a poser......we are bjust human, nothingmore nothing less......wasalam. i bgo to sleep..:P

tuhan xkan uji kita kalau kita x mampu,

sering kali aku baca ayat ni dlm one of my fav blog,memang ada betulnya, dan bagi aku, ayat ini la yang terus buat aku kuat setiap hari,bila bangun subuh dan aku amat bersyukur ALLAH masih beri peluang untuk aku teruskan perjalanan ini.
dulu aku mmg energetik, dan aku rasa aku mampu buat semua benda dlm dunia, tapi ALLAH maha adil,sekelip mata DIAboleh menarik pemberianya pada kitamungkin dulu aku jahil, aku lupa,aku alpa,,leka, dan segala ayat yang samaertinya.
pada kawan2 yang sering memberi sokongan pada aku, semoga ALLAH sja yang dpt membalasnya.
bayangkn kalau org lain yang terima nasib ini?
kwn aku yang pernah rapat dengan aku pernah berkata"i know u strong, if me mayb, i might end my life oready".....,aku tersentap.memang sesetengah org akan kalah pada ujian, tpi aku, tetap berjuang selagi mampu.insyallah,

ingin kutagih cintanya.

apakan daya,dia bukan milikku lagi,
tak sanggup kurayu,sudaku kubur semua,
derita itu suda tiada,
namun calarnya masih dalam,
masihkusimpan,tiada kata mampu terucap.

hanya maaf, mampu kupohon,
dan seribu kesyukuran,
pertemuan ini sungguh bererti.


ok, ntah aku merapu, x tentu, tgh kusut dancelaru, mmg byk benda bermain di minda.fikiran tgh kosong.btl2 blur.. nites!

dreaming.

i have a dreame about having a wife and children of my own,yeah such a nice dreame. after that, at my way7 to work, ive been thinking.how if i die???well ingaty mati itu satu sunnah.is there anyone cry for me? sad? or are there happy?how many my fren will come to my feunural? i know my boss and fmly will sad..... but the important thing is am i ready to go?masih sgt sikit amalan hambamu ini yaallah.ampunilAH aku, kasihanilah aku.sesunguhnya bila semua suda terlambat. maka menyesallah anak adam itu....oleh itu marilah kita sama2 renungkn.......allahuakbar!

HUMTY DUMTY HEARTH

lu, pikir la sendiri, too tired soory, nothying to share.

recently

family days is just the corner!, im not hating it, im loving it, wat i hate is since im the only single guy, there(office)i reaally fell litle bit jelos of my clik.but its not a problm wit me,well i just gonna enjoy the moment since its a work family value my fren family since they are a bigest suporter for the company.me im not bring anybody.just me myself and my camera.. he3ok lone ranger, i call it.nah, wont bother me at all.just to tired rite now......huhu.. miss my pillow!....:Pzzzz nites!!

y cant i,

yesterday i saw u......... u have that happy face while holding hand with a guy u call"hubby". i know u happy, u saw me from dictance, u smile at me.but y cant i fake my smile back to u?im happy for ur happynes.....and im glade u found someone, better than me,i guest now its just me, no more "us" being together.no more so call "dreame". i have to abandon my hope for u.i know i have to move on on my own.no more last goodbye, this is it.final farewall thanks for always be there for me before.u know i always be here for u.but not for long. i have to move on...........the end .

renungan DARI SEORANG SAHABAT.

sebenarnya aku nak copy ada 1 entry kwn pasal hadis sahabat nabi ni. tapi bloger ni mcm dah ban dri copy paste ni la... argh!!so xdpt la den nak paste kat sini.......
ok..aku type sikit la yer......"who has done an atoms weight of good will receive a reward, who is done an atom's weight of evil will recive punisment"-holy quran 99 7,8
jd bersama la kita renungkn yer..........

hmmm lagu ni best gak..........

hmmm xda lyric attech just to share.....

worthy

hmm althopught im so tired back from work today, but when i reach home my mom suprise me wit spa later!intervbiew later for s17gred.pembantu pembangunan masyarakat. hmm. im happy and will counthing the days wicth is on 27/10/09. at spa ofice at sabah.hmm.hope it will be succesful iv. its not like im runing from my job now. but when the time come for me to change profesion,iim loving my job now but, its been a long time im not having a change in life andchance not coming twise.soam i dare to take the chalange to change? yes i will but let the faith do the job. so basicly im just tawakal dan bersyukur dgn apa yg ada. sesungguhnya DIA LEBIH MENGETAHUI APA YANG TERBAIK.JADI SEBAGAI HAMBANMYA AKU HANYA BERUSAHA BERSUNGUH2 DAN TAWAKAL.LEBIHNYA AKU REDO ATAS SEGALA KETENTUANNYA.. AMIN YA ALLAH.so im planing looking foword to the new life changing.hmm...how its feel to work under gov?for my all life ive been working under privet ferm.and the chalange is so high.so bring it on. let the game begin.. hua3.dua2 for me ok. thank for read this anoying blog.:Phua3.wasalam, never walk alone.......

rabu.

arini, aku cuti kerja sebab ada review kat ospi queen.jumpa doktor pakar. kena suruh gi terapi lagi kat ospi likas....fisio terapi. meanms every week aku kena sick leave.huhu.....ptg tadi call si diaptg tgh hujan.aku ada marah dia sikit pasal x bawa payung gi keja seperti biasa yg aku pesan.tiap2 hari.hujan nanti basahdemam, dan bila demam mulalabuat perangai xmo mkn ubat dan mcm2.tahukah dia byg aku sgt menyayanginya.wasalam.hingga sini je pasal c dia, sbb aku cuma nak luah rasa dlm hati dan jiwa ini he3.kcau jiwa ni.

realy bezy......12/10/09

nothing much to update.very bz with work and my biznes. oh ya my biznes...my compny name-->NC-(nocoment) tele co......NC. no shop yet, wellnowdaysrent so high.!wtf? 3 k for 1 lot??765sqrfd??bilik aku pon lg besar!!well tmpt sterategik la tgh2 kk....but dunno its up to my bizns partners to rent where....... and we are still in the bizness.we call etchother bosss.. muahaha. well.stil a long way to go thou.pray alot and gv support to me will ya!:) chayo..chayo....
go-nc... go nc..........kambate........arigato kozaimasta.......thanks all for suporthing....!!

recently,....

recently i bumb to her..... andshe is looking so pale, i ask"are u sicxk?"she said"yes"and then i just said "get well soon" and walk away..... im ignoring my heart for thedunno how many times.in my hearth i really want to know how is she?is she happy now?how can i tell her that im woory for her being sick?thats no way she will met me. bcos i know her well.when its done then its done.iam a stranger for her now.as she is for me.well, bintang masih di langit, dan air akan terus mengalir,kita akan terus berjalan kedepan.....too tired to bloging, until next time,pls give me some space............wasalam.

before rayo......

ini adalah pic yg diambil sebelum raya,/sebelum abah balik johor......
dah lama sgt xambil pic.lgpon, abah nak try camera bar.....aku ulang"BARU"he3....mmg abah aku ni mesti nak tunjuk benda baru dananak sulung dia ni akan puji2 abis la.."fuyoo, baru"...he3..
mmg aku pndai kipas abah......sbb dia abah yg paling baik dlm dunia ni. the best i ever have!....he3
enjoy...........

sebelum raya hantar abah gi airport......... mak dan ain.....

pink??

wat the hell?? my notebook is pink? aiyoo... kena kutuk!muka ganas notebook pink?jambu.....muahaha.mmg cute tapi dah notebook ni xda color lain xda stok!aku nak tukar gi color hitam or biru... tpi xpela tawakal jer.he3. terasa cute pkai notebook pink ni.he3.later aku post pic notebook ni.jom jln.........gi kedaI DLU.

01/10/09

duit dah masyuk!! bisness nak jln!! soon pic kedai akan di post!!! he3

masih ka kau ingat?

MASIHKAH KAU INGAT?
waktu itu yg hanya ada aku dan kawan2.ditempat sunyi yg bernama sekolah asrama.ya aku membesar di asrama sejak form 1 lg. abah dan mak mahu anak sulungnya ini hidup berdikari.aku mmg indipendent sejak kecil, mungkin itulah sebabnya. form 1 aku bersekolah kat sek men agama ranau@ semekar.waktu itu semuanya abah support. dari belanja harian ke tambang baju dan semua keperluan.abah sanggup hantar aku dgn kereta buruk yg klu skrg ni akummg x konfiden nak bawak.pernah juga kereta itu terkandasrosak beberapa kali di kundasang.kesian abah, sbb waktu tu HP xda lg.nak call rumah kwn minta tolong pon jauh sgt.tapi nasib baik ada org yg baik hati sudi tumpangkn aku kesekolah.

MASIHKAH KAU INGAT?
kat asrama form 5 aku pindah ke sek agama inanam a.k.a semai,hujung minggu keluar ke bandar nak beli keperluan sekolah dgn hanya berbekalkn duit rm20yg pada masa tu cukup byk untuk dibelanja...lps tu tertingal bas nak balik sekolah kwn2 ajak jln kaki dari kk -inanam, sampai sekolah dlm jam 2pagi, siap kena kejar anjing, jumpa org mabuk dan jln gelap, nasib baik lah kitaorg berlima time tu dan suma lelaki.


MASIHKAH KAU INGAT?
klu waktu perhimpunan pagi cover rambut panjang takut ust nampak .memang hidup penuh dgnkesusahan membuat kerja sekolah tapi happy.
aku masih ingat pada majalah ujang yg aku beli, tiap kali pasti hilang diasrama,setiap dorm akan pinjam dan akhirnya aku jumpa majahtu dah koyak.. sedih oii..aku masigh ingat bila abg2 dorm raging kita..... suruh basuh baju la.. tapi kdg2 kita degil dan ada yg mkn penampar kdg2.pengalaman.....

MASIH KAH KAU INGAT?
klu piala dunia main kita akan escape ke dewan mkn jam 2 pagi nak curi2 tgk bola.



MASIHKAH KAU INGAT?
saat hari terakhir aku di sekolah tu lepas dpt result SPMdan aku mencium tilam dan bantal asrama sepuasnya kerana ku tahu aku bakal meningalkn tempat aku membesar.aku akan pulang ketempat yg kupangil "rumah" dantak mungkin aku pulang ke asrama lagi.aku rindu!!!

wasalam coretan ini kerana aku rindu dgn asrama dan suasana yg riuh rendah
bila pulang sekolah ke dorm masing2.apa khabar kwn2 agaknya?
dulu senang jln je ke dorm mereka je dah jumpa... skrg nih, kena drive jauh bru jumpa.
all the best!! wasalam.

the born of a new company.

well next week will be due dte for mycompany to born!and i will be a bissnessman after this.my comp will sell hp, and telecomunication item.thanks to my dearest frend and everyone who gv full support for me.....this entri will be updated soon(if not bz la)...ok... wont talk bout it until its perfectly done...:).............wasalam, all the best!!........

frust,

arini kat ruma jer,mak-abah dan adik2,pagi lg dah jln,tido lewat bcos smlm gi anbil abah kat airpot,
abah bru pulang dari johor, bawa byk jajan(buah tgn)...he3...lps solat subuh td dah tido balik. mak ckp nak gi tuaran lawatsedara.... x ikut sbb penat.......mayb next wek kot.keta aku pon masih meragam, nak minta tukar beteri baru.......lps raya mmg pokai,duit raya jer aku abis dlm rm200 bgi kat kezen2 dan adik2, tpi yg penting dorg happy giler.. akuyg happy tgk dorg happy..:P

kemarin gi majlis kawen my clik, meriah sgt.......nasib baik ada kwn blh tompang aku gi sana he3... thanks to mr.samnt aku post gambo mempelai(due to my hp cable yg rosakxdpt nak upload pic damn!!)...
crita raya nt aku post sbbb kepala dah pikir pasal keja da ni, besok start keja!!dan lagu bekorje la kito sekuatnya sering berkumandang kat dlm pikiran ni suda..........he3mood raya off.wasalam.

everything back to normal.....

after raya..... all back to normal,work and live a daily life.but the spirit of ramadhan will alwys be...
bukan nak beramal masa bln puasa jer.... ari lain bulan lain pon kena la jaga amalan, jaga solat.jaga iman.all the best....... wasalam.

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26/09/09

kreta aku meragan di pasgi hari, starte rosak.............!xdpek la den nak barayo...........

its rainy day!!

selamat hari raya!!, raya tahun nih, hujan lbt.....dari raya first sampai raya ke-3.....kk hujan....

raya eve..2009.

entry nih di buat aftr aku dri masjid, takbir raya suda berkumandar menandakan esok hari raya!!..
pagi tadi hantar abah ker airport, jap lg nak balik kg!! doakn keselamatan saya k...... amin.salam 1syawal.

raya2008

brother dgn aewah nenek belah mak, before balik kg at raya eve.......tgh tunggu kreta....rumah mmg bersepah time tu sbb meriah sgt sampai lupa kemas rumah.adoi, malu nyer......



gelagat brother aku time pagi raya...........






deco raya 08kat office.....

entry raya....

so giliran aku plak buat entry raya 09yg akan dtg beberapa hari lg............first,


SELMAT BERHARI RAYA, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEMENANGAN.
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT KE HUJUNG BULU KAKI.


raya tahun nih, aku balik kg mak,
abah plak balik johor.....nenek sakit so abah kena gi lawat nenek.semoga abah happy beraya disamping keluarga d johor.terasa sgt bila abah tiada. selalu abahlah yg akan rotan kaki aku bgun subuh......pic raya akan di update soon. dgn kaler bju biru laut aku tahun nih.. muahaha, 2-3 tahun lps kaler hijau jd pilihan.tahun nih dan seterusnya bergantung dgn mood aku. tahun nih aku xnak voge sgt.cukuplah dgn apa yg ada.yg aku tiada cuma teman yg bergelar isteri ja..hohoho.....soon. jgn gopoh......as my fren say"kita lelaki, umur 30 pon ttp kuat.......". kuat??tua tu.........well, dlm cri calon nih, xnak terburu2. jodoh bagaikn maut akan tiba jua....... tapi kenala usaha..... tangga kejayaan. so aku tetap akan berusaha mencarimu puteriku.
puteri??okok, enuf.aku tgh hangin 1 badan dgn budak kg yg x reti dgn amarahku, JGN MAIN MERCUN!!OII.... ANAK ORG TGH TIDO!!.......... CISS!! ok ku mmg pemarah sikit, bukan pemarah tapi tegas hua3......... lps ni nak kira duit seringit yg aku kumpul tuk duit raya nak masuk dlm angpau.......adik2 aku bgi rm10.kazen rm5,anak buahRM1.ngeh,ngeh,ngeh, sooo, oleh krn anak buah ramai sgt. bgi erm1 pon ok..... tahun lps aku habis dlm rm200 gak angpau pny pasal. fuh pakcik kayo.........xkayo sgt pon, tuh ccm keta dah gantung time tuh.. muaha3...adios wasalam.

the way of no return.....

i need to ask readers dou ever make a big mistake?i mean in ur life?well, wat ever mistake we made, pls dont go to the way of no return, i mean bertaubatlah.and promeses dont ever do it again. if u go tru the same thing thats mean u are repeating the same istake again2. wat a wast.lets say u hv problm wit bf or gf. simple say, dump him/her!! aiyoo....he/her not worty to be beside u. its mean GOD ask u to find other that faithful, and suit u.im not mr know it all, but, think wisely and.when its over-itsOVVER!!dont make simpl thing complicated.come on, move on wit ur life. im sory but u lover always put emotion in front of everything.look at bigger picture.and find happyness, ok.think before u do....... adios, wasalam. zzzz.

jiwa kacau,

arini x gi terawih, adik tgh deman.musim sakit.jiwa kacau, gaji x masik lg!!raya next week.mmg xda spirit raya, tapi posa tetap.....rmai kwn yg kat semenanjung yg akan pulang, tapi xda plan nakserbu ruma sape2 lg.tunggu invitation.. he3........mak da sebok kemas ruma, abah plak prepair sbb nak balik johor raya tahun ni.aku tgh menyimpan list adik aku yg nak mcm2 raya ni, kira dah salah asuhan... hua3.well first lesson to be lern,"u not always get wat u want"he3.ari sabtu ni antar abah gi airport, and balik kg mak.raya kat kg mak yg tepi laut....he3...blh men mercun puas2.raya ke2 bru pulang kk... raya ke-3 start keja dah......fuh. itu jer plan raya ni.....

12sept.

since my best buddy come back from key hell,(KL)that wat he call it,ive been seeing him almost every night after terawih, go drink and talk a lot.just waiting formr.ijan to come back.mr. ijana.ka.penolong pengarah perangkaan mlysia will be come back at 3rd raya days.... to be honest im more rapat wit mr, ijan bcos his my chilhood fren,i know hafiz at collegian.

puasa hari ke21 and counting.

on 20of puasa day.....our office decide break fasthing together..... and we decide open at condotel, tanjung aru,nice place....bufet style,i will update foto later due to my phone cable broken.well break fasting at sabah is 6.20pm,after eat all stuff gomaghrib prayer at hotel...... after prayer eat somemore child out with boses, and majlis bersurai.all stuff bring they wife and kids.. me??alone only. well, at this moment i geting beter tobe alone.:Pweee, raya is near!!wasalam.

best buddy

this pic taken at puasa day last year, mr, hafiza.k.a mr,fit guy.... he3.. today just got call from him, to tell he want to back to sabah tomorow!. its been a long time since he go to putrajaya kuala lumpur to be a gov officer.(pegawai tadbir diplomatik)ptd, he is 1 of my loyal anfd trusted frend, i can call sahabat. up there is also taken same time with other sahabat , yes we are tree best buddy!me, hafiz and ijana.k.a mr, baby face,i miss them so much spent so many time with them. now they back for sure!!, ive been waiting for them to come back!! welcome to sabah ! again fren....... hope u 2 still remember the sabah road..:)or i kick ur ass!!......

down to memory land.

lets go to the past!
10years ago

im still at school at smk agama inanam, back then were such a happy moment,fasthing with fren, sahur jam 3-5 pagi, pergi dewan mkn kat asrama, i live at hostel that time,hv no woories bout life. just enjoy the everry moment, ive been living in hostel tru all my younger life.. so it wont bother me im not fasthing wit fmly beside,

back to johor.....

i have decide to folow abah back to johor but problm is i dont have aleve from my work haiz,so cancel my plan, i have money to buy tiket but no time to go yet.... bcos mu leave wont be approve by my boss due to the so many work hv to be done. mayb next year johor here i come.he3....truely i miss my nenek at johor. my nessand my cousen, all are waiting i go back.he3.tunggu abg long dorang ni pulang....ok. gtg to terawih now.. wasalam.

hari ke-17 puasa.

puasa time cuti rupanya mmg lebih perit, sbb mmg x bz dan xda apa yg nak di buat. klu time keja time just slip away.anyway, lagu raya suda mula berkumandang di shooping2 complax. yg menandakn bermulanya shooping time.raya shooping?, aku da shooping baju melayu awal. next wek tingal nak belikn adik2 je lg, dan brg perhiasan rumah.hand over kat mak je brg rumah tu. yg penting kuih2 kena ada. kuih tart nenas yg jd fav aku mesti ada...ngeh,,, ngeh,, ngeh....

im not pure sabahan.

tiba-tiba plak... mari kita jejak sejarah sikit, welll,26tahun yg lepas. waktu abah aku iaitu en. haji mesro bin hasbi, yg waktu itu belum pon bergelar haji, telah ditugaskn berhijrah ke sabah.untuk mengajar disebuah daerah yg bernama, "mengatal"dgnkedatangan beliau kesabah, tahun x ingt,1980an kot,maka beliau telah terjumpa jodohnya"cik puan maimunah"emak aku, gadis bajau yg maka lahirlah seorang insan hasil perkahwinan merekaiaitu aku.walaupon. abah aku berdarah jawe dan mak aku bajau sabah....aku lbh fasih berbahasa bajau ini kerana. mmg jarang abah aku berbahasa jawa kat ruma sbb xda org reti.:)mak aku plak, klu nak marah kat anak dia ni, maka bahasa bajau la yg keluar. hohoho.kesian kat abah dah jadi org sabah dan jarang2 balik kat kg beliau yg berada kat sungai balang johor, tahun nih, kalau ada rezeki lbh sikit nak ikut abah beraya kat johor..... ngeh..ngeh..ngeh......jumpe kat nyaie........ yaie.. dan maklong..... yg lama x tgk. since last time aku ikut abah tahun1997kot.....insyallah tahun ni.... wasalam.....

lately

lately i saw my entry, full of boring stuff,well back to real life,kat officememangsibuk gila,bulan puasa ni, aku maximumkn kerja aku,biasanya dibln puasa ni yg enjoynya ialah dpt pulang awal..:)biasa pulang jam5.30pm@6.00pm,skrg dpt piulang jam4.30pm,walaupon jln yang jem sgt...dan krjadian hampir tertidur time drive suda berkali terjadi, witch is very dengerous!pernah sekali aku terlelap 5 second! while driving nasib cpt sedar and nothing happen..... fuh!....kat ofice tadi ada ceramah, tjuk,fadilat membaca quran di bulan ramadhan by ustd kelana from jheins.... best gak ceramah tu. dan aku, berharap bulan ramadhan kali ni aku dpt la abiskn juzu quran yang sekarang ni dah sampai surah yasin, ngeh.. ngeh.. ngeh.....next week aku akan habiskn quran dengan rajinya dan azam yang membuak2, adik aku plak tgh target basikal dari aku jika dia khatam tahun nih.. hohoho.since aku dan my sis yang kecil dan byk karena tuh.sama2 mula dan habis pon harap sama gak.ayat yang standard aku dgr bila pulang dari tadarus" along kena tunai janji , tau!", aku pon selamba je jwb" jgn harap klu x posa sebulan"dan di sambut jwpn yg standrd gak" manada org ponteng lg""ok".sejak dua menjak ni ain da asik belajar naik basikal jiran.... huhu,
insyallah. aku akan tunaikn janji itu tertakluk pada term and condition..... hua3.........wasalam.

book of love updated.

The Unwanted

Masih Ada Rindu

Sepasang matamu yang sayu

Merenung lembut ke wajahku

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Mengapa harus berjumpa lagi

Sekadar melepas rindu tak bererti

( korus )

Tidak perlu kau bercerita

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mlm 31 august, ingtkn xmo p mna2. tapi hati rasa nak kuar plak tgk bandar kk di mlm 31 august.tiada apa pon mlm smlm kat kk.... rmai abg2 motor konvoi bawa bendera malaysia.....kat tanjung lipat, da ramai org kumpul mcm ada keramaian, yg sedihnya bila aku amatti suasana itu rupanya yang ramai tu bukan ya org tempatan pon.. u know wat i mean. terasa sedih jugak. bila tgk bangsa dorang plak yg rmai lebih2 lg diambang merdeka...??siap ada yg gaduh lg.delm suasana yg kill my mood tuh. aku pon terus blah dari situ......terasa sedih plak., hati ter tnya mna polis?xkn dorg pon dah jd 1 mlysia kot? omg.... aku bukan diskriminasi apa. tapi. limpahan kedatangan dorg kat negara mlysia yg makmur dan aman ini.mmg niat ingin berkongsi rezeki tapi untuk bangsa yg xtaktau dek untung.....lagi lah kadar jenayah yg tinggi. x pernah mgundah rasa aman.kat tmpt aku tinggal je.... begitu ramai.. dan sering kali operasi diadakn tapi bangsa ini semakin kebal pada pihak berkuasa.

the one and only.

recently talk to mr. fred and hear mr.fred talk open my mind on something.......

he say
there a reason to call ur wifethe one... becouse:
she is the one u love.
the one u hate.
" make u smile.
" make u headache.
"bother u always.
" anoying.
" the one of everything....
hehehe..........point is every body have the week and strong personality.for me and mr. fred...... we just smile and move on ...... yeah..... he3.:)

book of love.

and know........ story of love.......first i really dont want to write bout this but, cant hold my self.....lonesome andpitty my self who is too broken to miss her........i know its to late for me to win her back.....way too late..........i know she is happy beside him now......... but still part of me,miss her. memory can be the sweetest thing and its can be poison sometime.for me too know that she is happy and live welll its enuf.i know i cant be wat she wants me tobe.she is one of akind person that i call best friends, but at one time we cantworking thing out. so we go saperets way.the true is now we still be frend we still seing etch other and talk bout swet memory.... but she is somebody wife now.its raining out side, wonder how she is....... mayb she hold by her hubby now..... wtf...... i have to kick this thought of mine!im not being jelos of her,i have my own life now. my time will come........just this lonely feeling kill me again and again.thus need a fresh air......well at list i know she happy..... :)wasalam.

mengapa aku suka baca blog?

sudently, this come out,..... well dari dulu mmg minat membaca start dgn komik"penyelamat dunia"komik "dragon bal"an byk lg la komik2 cina yg diterjemah melayukan. dulu yg top, tony wong. skrg dah x ingt sape. recently aku minat baca" pendekar laut""wira tunggal",blog? bahasa2 bloger yg mmg power..... dan kelainan yg ada pada mereka.bunga2 bahasa yang mereka luahkn mengamit perasaan ingin tahu ini, he3......aku takde bahasa power mcm dorang but, still rasa mcm nak tulis gak blog ni,huhuhu.mayb aku akan boring gak satu hari nanti atau aku teramatla sibuk hingga terlupa ada blog, minta maaf awal2 ya........mmg blog aku tidaklah seberapa menarik cantik dan thebom.hanya kisah sepi dan pengalaman diri menjadi sumber inspirasi. dan luahan hati.sepi.... aku benci........YA ALLAH BANTULAH HAMBAMU INI, AMIN. will be update soon.......

some to learn.......

nothing much,today sungkai with fren, but b4 i get there i hv an litle accident!the road near ums is so jemm!!everyday like this.im in speed line,aint prest the gas yet but when the light turn green..... i pres the gas, then this car infront of me breaking suddently!!bom!!i hit his bumper! this uncle come out and say "are u okey?"he is 60year old chiness guy...... look nice."im ok uncle, how bout u?"i said,""ok, very jem woo....""soory ah".acctualy.. in this situation, if u go for claim insurans remember the car behind will take a blaim, means that me.....but this uncle say"i know ur tired and the jemm, let get moving,ur car still can go bah kn?"..."yup, thanks uncle, and so sorry". just like that uncle just take off... like nothing happen..... well i feel so guilty.... bcos if he bring to polis i willm get charge ofdriving witout coutionand it will cost me rm300! minor damage, my plat numb broken!. so much for feel soory.well for all driver who read this remember... if a car hit u from behind, its the car foult for not coution driving so just releks and find a polis station b4 call ur insurans ok......reunion will be updating soon... after i fix my plat... he3...... if u hv any Q for insurans dont hasited to ask, well im not expert but i will guide u, and insyallah everything will be alright.... ok....wasalam im ok, but litle bit tired.....

tadi petang gi byr zakat, rm6.60untuk rate sabah.ini kali ke-5 aku byr zakat untuk diri sendiri. bila dah keja ni, kena la tunaikn tanggungjawab sendiri.abah byrkn untuk adik2 yg lain.terasa lebih dewasa dan perasan tua dah diri ini bila tersedar yang kita ni semakin tua.kat opis bos minta aku untuk pungut derma bcos jumaat ni ada ceramah ramadhan kat opis. majlis akan diadakn setiap jumaat pada bulan puasa ni. well amat bagus untuk rohani dan kesedaran insani, kadang2 kita mudah lupa. lupa pada tuhan lupa pada tanggungjawab.tapi kita hanya manusia yang tidak lari dari kesilapan. ilmu ada di mana2.kita hanya perlu mencari, wasalam,

rainy day.......

sejak dua menjak ni selalu sgt hujan..... huhuhu..... ptg hujan mlm hujan pagi2 pon hujan...... nasib baik aircon kereta dah servis bulan lepas yang jugak menghabiskan half of my paycek..wuwuwu. belum shooping raya lg!!damn!malas nak jln shooping sorang2.....well besok ada reunion skool, mo cri peluang shoping dgn dorg la.. he3........lupa plak reunion ngan kwn2 yg lama xjumpa... dey berapa bbyk reunion dah?besok reunion for my primary skool , kanak2 riang yg dulunya nakalsiot... dah jd matang..he3.. pastu lusa reunion kwn2 kat hostel dlu plak... mesti byk crita best keluar terutama ttg "ayam segar desa" tu.kedua2 event akan berlangsung kat one borneo, so mmg shooping sakan la ni.he3 off i go to terawih la.... da... wasalam.

hari ke-3 sungkai.

tadi, first timr tahun ni puasa kat opis, well dibulan ramadhan 2009,la,berita gembira dimana seorang clik aku yg akan menamatkn zaman bujang lepas ramadhan ni, soo mmg kacau dia berabis gak,untuk menyambut zam,an bujang akhirnya kwn2 kat opis dicide nak buka posa kat gerai yg selalu kami lepak dulu, untuk pgetahuan dlm opis ni tinggal aku dgn clik sorang ni je yg bujang yg lain suma dah kawen.mula2 mmg nak join berbuka dgn dorang tapi last time x jadi plak, mayb besok kot. huhu,lptu cerita tentang zaman dulu punya puasa,kalau dulu nak buka puasa, mesti akan dengar iklan yang tidak asing lagi"ayam segar desa" punya iklan, betul2 sebelum azan tu.sekarang budak2 yg baru xtu dah apa benda tu.well dengan berakhirnya zaman bujang clik aku ni, maka im the only availble beachelor la dalam opis tu...... wuwu,my time will coming soon..he3 just wait n c.nah wont bother me, as long as i do my work.:)

sungkai,aka waktu berbuka puasa.

waktu buka puasa kat sabah jam6.28pm yeah mmg awal berbanding semenanjung ygrata7.00pm.....waktu berbuka @ org sabah panggil sungkai,tadi dlm jam3.00pm dah kuar rumahpergi bazar ramadhan.. for food hunting.xbeli byk sangat, kuar dgn brother aku. mmg jem sgt dan susah nak dpt parking. aku pesan martabak sayur yg mmg jadi fav aku.pulang rumah dlm jam5.30pm. sampai ruma je unty akupon ada dgn kazen2 aku. so mmg ramai la....... masuk jam6.00pm. mak dah ready mknan, abah pulaktgh bersiap mandi nak gi masjid sbb mlm ni dia dijemput untuk jd imam, jam6.28. azan! aku pon start baca doa berbuka dan suma fmly aku pon buat serangan megejut keatas mknan yg tersedia.... aku mcm biasa, kurma dan martabak yg disambar dulu. xmkn byk sbb aku dah janji dgn abah nak hantar dia lps sungkai.balik solat baru mkn.. fuh........ tadi abiskan 3 lembarsurah albaqarah, nak abiskn suma mmg xmampu lg. dah try.... maunya 3hari baru nak abis surah tu.... mmg panjang. klu nak dgr audio dia pon ambik masa1jam.30mint.besok, aku nak cuba habiskn surah tu.... lps tu. move on ke surah lain..ok wasalam............. alhamdullilah......

serve him right...........

and never come back!....hua3

bila stat puasa.

entry pasal puasa plak dah. arini hari sabtu. dari lepas sahur belum tido lagi,solat kat masjid pon dah ramai org dah.terawih smlm memang berduyun org gi masjid. sampai xda parking.aku mmg dtg b4 maghrib dan kuar hanya lps isyak selalu.ptg ni mesti depan ruma jln jem sbb byk gerai bazar di buka.mcm2 ada. hanya bulan puasa jer bazar ni bukak. jd ptg ni FOOD HUNTING!.beli apa yang patut jer. rambang mata nanti.takut membazir.mcm biasa selaku driver yang berkhemah dlm fmly aku ditugaskn mencari spot BAZAR yg best dan byk pilihan. klu kat kk.. mmg fav aku BAZAR ASIA CITY.parking mmg susa nak dpt.. so mmg kena dtg seawal mungkin.biasanya aku akan minta dorg turun dan jln2 dlu pastu nt dah abis shoping baru aku ambil kat mna2.well wasalam selamat mengharungi goodaan dan ujian puasa d bulan ramadhan bykan bersabar........

puasa...............selamat...

Sahabat- sahabat sekelian yang diingati selalu……….. Sebelum menunaikan ibadah puasa pada 22 Ogos 2009 bersamaan 1 Ramadhan 1430.. Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan " "Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasaummat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukanhal-hal yang berikut:* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada);* Tidak berma'afan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri;* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kitabayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-amiinkan adalahRasullullah dan para sahabat, dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.Oleh itu saya terlebih dahulu memohon maaf jika saya ada berbuat kesalahan,baik yang tidak di sengaja maupun yang di sengaja, semoga kita dapatmenjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, diberkati dan dirahmati Allah S.W.T,insyaallah.

kampung.........ku.....

pic diambil diluar rumah di kgku.. dkt laut.......wu...rindu........

boring...

"never walk alone"

Liverpool

Full name
Liverpool Football Club
Nickname(s)
The Reds
Founded
15 March 1892(by John Houlding)
Ground
Anfield, Liverpool(Capacity: 45,362)
Co-chairmen
George GillettTom Hicks
Manager
Rafael Benítez
League
Premier League
2008–09
Premier League, 2nd

Home colours

Away colours

Third colours
Current season
Liverpool Football Club is a professional football club based in Liverpool, England. The club plays in the Premier League, and has won more trophies than any other English club. Liverpool has won a joint-record eighteen league titles,[1] seven FA Cups, seven League Cups, and the European Cup five times, a record for an English club.
The club was founded in 1892, and quickly became a strong force in English football, winning five league championships between 1900 and 1947. However, Liverpool spent several years in the Second Division (level 2) during the late 1950s, and did not win promotion again until the appointment of Bill Shankly as manager in 1959. The club traditionally played in red and white, but this was changed to all red in the 1960s.
Under Shankly's management, Liverpool won three League Championship titles, two FA Cups and a UEFA Cup; the club's first European trophy. In the past 30 years, they have been one of the most successful clubs in English and European football; they won four European Cups between 1977 and 1984. The club experienced a lean period during the 1990s, but saw a revival when they won a cup treble in 2001 and the club's fifth European Cup in 2005.
The Heysel Stadium disaster made the club infamous in Europe; 39 Juventus fans died after a wall collapsed as they fled from charging Liverpool fans. The club was involved in another disaster four years later—the Hillsborough Disaster— which saw the death of 96 Liverpool fans in a crush against perimeter fencing. Flames were added to the club's crest in honour of the Liverpool fans who lost their lives at Hillsborough. Both disasters have had wide-ranging impacts on English and European football, and the club to this day.
Liverpool F.C. has played at Anfield since its formation, but plans to move to a new stadium in Stanley Park, which was due to be completed by 2011 but has been put on hold until economic conditions improve. Liverpool has a large and diverse fan base, which holds long-standing rivalries with several clubs. The most notable of these are their rivalries with Manchester United and Everton, with whom they regularly contest the Merseyside derby.

RAMADHAN COMING....!

yeah.... fasthing days!.. ive always waiting for ramadhan.. well insted of near raya....we will be puasa all month.looking fowrd to be strong again. bulan ni dah azan nak khatam quran like every year..... last year, khatam awal 1week sblm raya...... well hv much fun and can play bunga api all nite long at raya day!:Ptmorow gonna buy new quran, not new but tahfiz quran supaya blh baca dlm opis..... after smbahyang blh baca jap. sblm sambung keja.......well keja kena lbh sikit.xblh malas2 da ni. sbb mmg xda masa untuk bermalas walaupun puasa.bila tiba bulan puasa magic happen... ever feel waktu amat singkat.. start keja jam8.00am.... pejamcelik..suda jam6.00pm.magic of work. xperasan sgt masa berlalu.... the best part is breakfast! buka puasa dgn kawan2 sekerja......tahun lepas berbuka ber2 je sbb dlm opis mmg 2org je aku dgn bos... tahun ni meriah sikit kat opis dah ramai org mesti meriah.hope for the best.amin.

nothing much.

sunday. happy sunday..... rest for all day long. chill out wit fmly and watching TV........ abah mcm biasa always bz dgn kelas kafa.abah pkai keta aqu dari pagi sooo raining days canot go anyway.... wuwu....... sabar je la..........

broken

ever feel u broken?when u lonely and theres so much to think of,think bout how ur life now and compare with ur before life.is it worty?take it for granted?hope someone by ur side to guide u wat todo?telling u thats everything its alright and ok.keep on cracking and broken?this is life . get use to it.get out more and smile again it will cure it.:)

cute kitty.............

untitle

life as harsh as it may seem, still really is a beautifully dastard thing. it bites you in the face one second, and kisses on the lips the next. ups and downs are the norms of life, if its not, it’ll be boring as hell.
once in a while in life, we need to experience some troubles some problems to overcome to become a better person. we grew up not by day, but by experience.
no matter how good or bad any experience is, you have something to learn from it. jason mraz puts it nicely on his song, ‘before the cool gone run out, i’ll be giving it my bestest, nothings gonna stop me but devine intervention, i reckon its again my turn, to win some or learn some’. we win some or ‘learn’ some. we lose some but we gain a lot more from it, provided we open up our minds to the better side of life.

blur.....

sabahan puis good words for confius orsimple "domt know wat todo"its BLUR,"apa kau bikin lepas ni?""ntah blur aku ni"......means"kamu buat apa selepas ini?,"aku pon tak tau lagi"........ok entry yg sot........sot=gila2........bykpula bhasa sabah yg masuk mcm entry yg untuk org sabahan je.......ok teda yg best skrg ni.. penat tahap gaban suda ni.nothing much life is always simple.gain as much as you can.... give more and take more.........give much more .......gain some more.ok blury lyric..... recently addict to it....Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's so empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all My whole world
surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that
I'll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away when ya
shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away can you take it all away
when ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's no one left that's real
to make up your ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you where to runaway
nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn showed you where to runaway
[Chorus]
this pain you gave to mecan you take it all
can you take it all away...
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away

loughter the best medicen

ok2 aku mcm tersalah eja.......... saja mula2 saja try masukan kodembem yg bukan2 kat "html"tapi jd plak so cri bahan lawak yg best... aku jumpa youtube din beramboi yg berpantun tu.... dulu aku ada kaset dia ni tapi hilang tyme di asrama dlu xtau siapa yg "Paw"halal ja la.. aku blh beli 10 lg tu skrg... tapi mnada suda limited tuh..... klu rasa mo lyb play je tube yg dbwh blog ni yer dan ketawalah bersama kucing faverot anda tu.....hua3...... enjoy.

tired and tiredness....

so damn tired........ is not fizikly tired but mentaly tired,all day long been siting in aircond office make me shivering, like the aircond drain all myenergy. damn cool... whos idea is to turn aircorn full?? wtf??im in my jeket all day long........ and attend an office meeting wit boses. take importend not. im not even finish my work yet.by the time 2.pm go lunch, but. i just eat bunensted of nasi, bcos mau beli tapau jauh plak lgpon byk keja x buat lg..... well im home at nite oready i guest i finish tmorow la...... tooo tired.. chow.. W C LAM.........

medical leave.............

last nite,go to klinik, see a dokter, sempat lg dokter tny"besok nak cuti x?""nah, no thank"dengan rasa kompiden aku yakin blh sihat... turns out,pagi ni bdn still x sedap lg.deman tak kebah lg.....i was shevering like...hell.....my mom ask my dad to take a medical leave for me at the same clinik.so much for going to work.smsing my boses. tellthem im on medical leave...boses says"ok""get a rest"time to take my meds.......:)

sicknesss...

mood xok sbb bdn rasa panas,nak demam kot.lps mgrib, abah bwa gi klinik, cek.... mmg demam!dpt ubat, dan MClater, yg xbest tu besok kena gi kerja gak,sbb lawatn audit,mauxnya..... mmg aku kena gi gak.. ini soal hidup.tanpa keja aku loser.kerja aku hidup aku.xtau nak sambung apa..kena sindrom otak jem/hang/overload/(anda biasa rasa bila demam, uknow wat i mean.adios..taking care.......go rest..... and drink water.

some pic in my pc........

NADZIRAH BINTI IBRAHIM WEEDING DAYS (my best frend sister).

wMR.CPE a.k.a MOHD SYAFIE BIN TASRIB WEEDING DAYS..........(my very best fren ever from childhood).

this two couple wedd is on the same days.......7/06/09 hope forthem hapiness ever after.......... i attend thos two tempat...okey... walaupon pada hari yg sama aku ttp pergi..........

siti nuraini binti mesro.

anak bongsu uzstad haji mesro ni.... yup. my dad is uzstad......he a former teacher teaching bahasa arab, in sek ugama school.me? hope got title uzstad soon... he3.......lahir pada08/08/2001 very gurly-gurly now....... always go outing house play wit her fren until my mom scream her name to go back nome... muahaha.. padan muka............biasa la bebudak aku xmau dia terperap kat ruma dpn pc jer......... x sihat........mat motor tu plak brother aku. a.k.a ANGAHa.k.a abd rasid mesro.ANGAH keja as chasman....... slalu yg potong electrition kat ruma org tu keja dia.... always bz and jarang ada d ruma.. kumpul duit for kawen....he3......THE BEST BROTHER IN THE WORLD.......we always fight.. but never go long, brother fight is in our blood.gadoh2 biasa la........mamat dblkg yg terMIX dlm pic sumpah x kenal.....jiran kot...?ntah.....its not me who take this pic im not in it anyway.........






"C AIN BERSAMA BROTHER AKU YG JARANG2 ADA DIRUMA...mat motor?mayb tapi lps dia bertunang.motor dah jual skrg dia pkai kancil aku..muahaha.............bini marah kot?.
wellpic ni di ambil pada 2 tahun lps...26/07/2007..........ain berumur 7 tahun.........skrg dia dah 9tahun dan sudah start pndai gurly-gurly(geli-gelias fina say)muahaha.......mmg manja gila specialy bila mau minta along dia ni sesuatu........ minta hadiahla... fenin gak aku kdg2.....hua3
aqlwayshv a fight over remotecontrol tv wit her.mmg tak tahan tekrik kotor dia(c ain) yg tuduh along dia ni cubit dia.........i never pinch her okey.........im not that bad but i can be..hua3.....

welcome to sabah??

ok..... i dunno wat this entry name,hua3.......saturdays..... pagi tadi jam8 gi office walaupun mmg cuti.buat kerja sikit kat opis. kemas meja risau gak pasal boss bgtau yg unit audit mau turun sabah minggu dpn.dorg ni mmg suka tau gi sabah.....best sgt ker sabah ni?? xpe la dah keje dorg kn...... klu aku pun nak gak......keja sambil melancong?realy?arini ari jd c ain anak bongsu mak aku tu...... ceh..... mcm la c abdi ni org len.....soo kena jln gi ambil kek kat ruma unty aku yg aku tempah tadi. WCLAM, byebye.....

memory remains

normal days.. week up at 4.am.... go solat...... eat breakfast...... jam5... start kasi panas engin kereta......tgk discovery chenel pasal?? nda ingat sorry.jln gi kerja jam6.....mcm biasakesesakan selalu berlaku kat school area..... stuck lbh 30mint! damn!.......sampai opis jam7.20....msh kurang org....boss dah ada.... suddently... boss dtg kat meja aku..... gave me this later write my name...en. abd hadi...sukacitanya rayuan penempatan en. disabah.... telah diterima! weeeeeeee.!anda di bawah jagaan region sabah en. lani.awsome!this is what im hoping for!segala delima yg mgacau jiwa sudah berjawab.....aku kekal disabah!.......my boss just smile. dan tiba2 berbisik."lps ni ambil jobscop baru dlm opis saya""okboss!"jawabku.ok kerja baru pasal aku under region.sebelum ni kerja aku under brach operation.gtg... something happen gonna met mr.fred.

my old blog.......

aku start copy entry lama dlm blog aku....... huhu..... skrg ni tgh rehat minda danjiwa yg tgh kacau........ini entry cinta yg tertangguh.. enjoy......
RM10 bang," kata budak itu. Mukanya tidak senyum.
Aku tarik kembali uang RM1 aku dan memasukkannya ke kocek celana.
"Tak apa lain kali sahaja," kataku perlahan. Aku kembali menghirup teh tarik yang sudah suam-suam kuku.
"Mengapa kamu tidak berikan sahaja RM1 itu tadi." Temanku yang duduk di kiri aku bertanya. Matanya memerhati sahaj budak itu berlalu ke meja lain pula.
"Kalender yang dia jual itu harganya RM10. Aku mana ada duit, lain kali sahaja," bilangku. Kaki aku lunjurkan. Terasa nyaman sedikit lutut aku.
"Budak itu jual kalender cerita lain, tetapi RM1 tadi itu pula mengapa kamu tidak sedekahkan sahaja," tegasnya. Kini giliran dia pula menghirup teh tarik dia.
Aku terdiam. Bodohnya aku. Terus aku teringat kata-kata seroang ustaz
"Kita sering ditipu oleh iblis. Bagaimana? Dengan berbisik di hati hati kita. Memujuk kita menangguhkan sesuatu kebaikkan yang disangka kecil bagi mengejar satu kebaikkan yang disangka besar. Misalnya solat sunat, biasa kita menangguhkan pelaksanaannya kerna alasan mahu memastikan solat fardhu kita sempurna. Ataupun dalam bersedekah, kita sering menangguhkan bersedekah dengan mengatakan mengatakan kita akan bersedekah jika Allah memberikan kita rezeki yang lebih. Kita lupa, RM0.10 itu juga sedekah."
Baru sebentar tadi aku ditipu oleh Iblis. Aku menangguhkan sedekah RM1 aku hanya kerana mahu memberi RM10 pada masa hadapan.
Jadi cuba kita memantau segala kenyataan daripada hati kita.
Jika hati kita berkata begini,
"Aku akan melakukan itu, jika hanya Allah memberikan itu ataupun ini"
ataupun
"Aku hanya akan berbuat begitu jika hanya aku sudah berjaya itu ataupun ini."
ataupun
"Aku hanya akan berbuat begitu jika hanya aku mempunyai itu ataupun ini…"
Jika ada kenyataan2 itu ujud dalam hati, maka kita sebenarnya sudah ditipu oleh Iblis.
Ditipu bagi menangguhkan sesuatu kebaikkan.
Mungkin dalam cinta juga begitu, sering bertangguh. Hanya kita sahaja yang tahu hati kita.