y cant i,

yesterday i saw u......... u have that happy face while holding hand with a guy u call"hubby". i know u happy, u saw me from dictance, u smile at me.but y cant i fake my smile back to u?im happy for ur happynes.....and im glade u found someone, better than me,i guest now its just me, no more "us" being together.no more so call "dreame". i have to abandon my hope for u.i know i have to move on on my own.no more last goodbye, this is it.final farewall thanks for always be there for me before.u know i always be here for u.but not for long. i have to move on...........the end .