Thursday, December 31, 2009

wuwuwu

mmg jarang update blog skrg ni.. ni pun dtg skali skala blog walking jer...well mmg bz dan xda idea nk tulis apa........td kat opis bz sgt sbb rmai kwn cuti ujung thn....2009 is end 2010 come........xda plan mlm ni duk uma ja tgk tb kot.. kreta ksygn plak rosak tgh jln waktu pulang td!!timing belt kot putus....nasib baik my bro dtg ambil...wuwuwu..... jln jem disebabkn kreta rosak btl2 tgh2 jln...pkck teksi yg bek hati tolong pindah keta tepi jln.. fuh logo.......kreta msh lg kat saana kna tggl sbb mmg xblh jln...bsok pagi kot towing....g bengkel.

Monday, December 28, 2009

rubbish......

Thing I canot forget bout u….
1. The way I stare at u and u say “apa ko tgk?”
2. The way u punch me if I look like numb.
3. The way u pretend that its really hurt when I punch u back
4. The way u walk away from me and u gave me a look like u said” come chase me”
5. The way u really bother me while I’m driving, bcos u really want to learn to drive.
6. The way u sms me at night on my birthdays.
7. When I brush ur hair and turn out I get it even more massy
8. When I grab ur hand while cross the road…..
9. When u pull my shirt when u saw something nice in the shop.
10. The way u like to punish me when we are shopping.
11. When I shout at u at the time u near ram something with my car!!
12. The way u laugh
13. The way u smile with the dimple on it.
14. The way u bagging me to bring u to anywhere even send u to work..
15. The way u cheat on me that he just a delivery boy. turns out u fall for him, dam it!!
16. The way u look at me and say”jadi?”
17. The way u really want to make me mad, but im not….

Sunday, December 27, 2009

hunt the hunters......

even thou i know u being so happy with him right now, and this is me,never regret we broke up, still ur memory's hunted me,im better be alone for this time being.well not ready yet to hv a responsblity,"with power and money comes with big responsiblytys" ok wheres i get that? spider man movie?huhuhu...........nvm........ im over her oready....... shes happy and iam glade she found her mr.right(turns out its really not me after all,he3... ok,i admit,)me? still hunting and searching with my broken radar...... mcm cri dragon ball..... 7 bji semuanya.... and she can fulfill my wish.... he3.....
thats all going to work tmorow........ wish me luck.......amin.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

forum kdai hp NC-TELE....http://www.atfreeforum.com/ncshoppe/viewforum.php?f=1&mforum=ncshoppe

<forum for hp servise this is site korg blhtny pasal hp. or beli hp..... harga berbaloi2... well blh bandingkn hrg dgn hrg kdai.....jd silalah lwt yer.....forum nc saya..

Friday, December 25, 2009

xmas day,

for a thousen time i tell my fren i dont celeb xmas!!but my sms box is over flow by xmas greats...... huhu.well,myb cos they call me eady, and some of them never met me, just in the name of work.well,i dont mind if they call me eady hadi, ady,abdi.... i prefer as hadi.many of my far away fren such as bankers from sndkn tawau..lbuan...... thats i used to call them and faks document only never face to face... huhuhu.....
condition and mood are not stable right now, too much eating i think..... huhuhu, my event on paychek days is bring fmly to go eat outside,just to serve my mom a good meal, so she can releks and do nothing but eat...hua3........my mom hv been bz with house work.few mont ago, i go chek my health at dr, abd manaf ali(stil studying for medical at india back for holidays)my best fren from school.he says:"u hv hyper tens blood"-wicth its means kebrankalian drhtinggi, well kena sruh jaga mkn.....yg mna aku avoid daging and food yg blh buat lemak, nt obest..... dan drh tggi... huhuhu.....nt dia pulang holidays at april nak chek lg........ well dr harapan........... en. manap ada pesan "jgn panggil aku dr!, sebelum aku grade!" yg mna dia suda study hampir 6 thun suda!!......

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Gugusan hari-hari
Indah bersamamu
Kamelia...

Bangkitkan kembali
Rinduku mengajakmu
Ke sana

Inginku berlari
Mengejar seribu bayangmu
Kamelia...

Tak peduli kan ku terjang
Biar pun harus kutembus
Padang ilalang

Tiba-tiba langkahku terhenti
Sejuta wajah telah menahanku
Inginku mati mereka berkata
Tak perlu kau berlalri
Mengejar impian tak pasti
Hari ini juga mimpi
Maka biarkan ia datang
Di hatimu..

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

renungan kita dan diri saya.........

Assalamua'laikum wth…

Inilah dia rahsia as-solat, sebagai
peringatan bagi yang dah tahu atau panduan bagi yang
baru tahu......


1 - Niat Sembahyang :
Sebenarnya memeliharakan taubat kita
dari dunia dan akhirat.


2 - Berdiri Betul :
Fadilatnya, ketika mati dapat
meluaskan tempat kita di dalam kubur.


3 - Takbir-ratul Ihram :
Fadilatnya, sebagai pelita yang
menerangi kita di dalam kubur.


4 - Fatihah :
Sebagai pakaian yang indah-indah di
dalam kubur.


5 - Ruqu' :
Sebagai tikar kita di dalam kubur.


6 - I'tidal :
Akan memberi minuman air dari telaga
al- kautsar ketika didalam kubur.


7 - Sujud :
Memagar kita ketika menyeberangi
titian SIRATUL-MUSTAQIM.


8 - Duduk antara 2 Sujud :
Akan menaung panji-panji nabi kita
didalam kubur


9 - Duduk antara 2 Sujud (akhir) :
Menjadi kenderaan ketika kita dipadang
Mahsyar.


1 0 - Tahhiyat Akhir :
Sebagai penjawab bagi soalan yang
dikemukakan oleh Munkar & Nankir di
dalam kubur.


11 - Selawat Nabi :
Sebagai pendinding api neraka di dalam
kubur.


12 - Salam :
Memelihara kita di dalam kubur.


13 - Tertib :
Akan pertemuan kita dengan Allah S. W.
T.


Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr R. A.,
Rasulullah S. A. W. bersabda :


"Senarai di atas adalah salah satu
sebab mengapa orang Yahudi /
Kafir tidak sukakan angka 13 dan juga
Hari Jumaat. Itulah sebab mengapa mereka
mencipta cerita yang begitu seram sekali iaitu
" FRIDAY the 13th " jika ada di kalangan kamu yang
perasan!!!"


Wassalam.

"Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu
ayat..." Sebaik-baik manusia itu adalah mereka
yang memberi manafa'at kepada manusia
lain...

Saat sedang nyenyak dibuai mimpi di atas tilam yang begitu empuk, bilik yang dingin dan kelam tanpa cahaya, anda terbangun tiba-tiba. Setelah mata terbuka, persekitaran diamati. Belum subuh lagi ni, hati bermonolog sendirian. Kemudian tangan mencapai telefon bimbit melihat jam sekadar mendapatkan satu kepastian. "Oh, baru pukul 3 pagi."

Dalam situasi di atas, apa yang akan anda lakukan? Di sini anda mempunyai beberapa pilihan. Tanya iman anda dan buatlah pilihan yang bijak.

PILIHAN 1

Kebanyakan kita akan menarik selimut semula dan menyambung episod kedua mimpi yang tergantung separuh jalan. Bukan itu sahaja, hati turut mengomel, "Apasal la aku bangun awal sangat." Terzahir sebuah kekesalan. Kesal bangun awal? Nauzubillah.

PILIHAN 2T

"Oh baru pukul 3 pagi. Waktu macam ni doa makbul. Ya ALLAH, ampunkanlah dosaku dan dosa kedua ibu bapaku. Jadikan aku hamba yang mempunyai semangat juang yang tinggi, berjuang untuk kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat." Kemudian sambung kembali 'ibadah senyap'.

PILIHAN 3

Sebaik menyedari dah pukul 3 pagi (bukan baru pukul 3 pagi), segera bangun untuk solat tahajud. Sembahlah ALLAH saat mata-mata lain terpejam rapat, rukuklah saat hati kita masih tenang, sujudlah saat minda masih kosong dari sebarang urusan dunia dan berdoalah saat doa didengari ALLAH.

Terjaga di awal pagi adalah satu rahmat yang merupakan kurniaan ALLAH. Siapa tahu saat ALLAH takdirkan kita terjaga, sebenarnya ALLAH menunggu untuk memakbulkan sebarang permintaan malam tersebut. Mulalah dari langkah pertama, berdoa sebaik terjaga. Malah mintalah dari ALLAH untuk bangkitkan kita malam-malam seterusnya. Itulah caranya mengucapkan terima kasih kerana terjaga saat sedang tidur, bukan mengomel penuh kekesalan. Tetapi alangkah baiknya andai tahajud dapat ditunaikan.


kesan zikir....

KESAN ZIKIR TERHADAP OTAK MANUSIA

Otak hanyalah aktiviti-aktiviti bio-elektrik yang melibatkan sekumpulan saraf yang dipertanggungjawabkan untuk melakukan tugas-tugas tertentu bagi membolehkan ia berfungsi dengan sempurna. Setiap hari 14 juta saraf yang membentuk otak ini berinteraksi dengan 16 juta saraf tubuh yang lain.. Semua aktiviti yang kita lakukan dan kefahaman atau ilmu yang kita peroleh adalah natijah daripada aliran interaksi bio-elektrik yang tidak terbatas..

Oleh itu, apabila seorang itu berzikir dengan mengulangi kalimat-kalimat Allah, seperti Subhanallah, beberapa kawasan otak yang terlibat menjadi aktif. Ini menyebabkan berlakunya satu aliran bio-elektrik di kawasan-kawasan saraf otak tersebut. Apabila zikir disebut berulang-ulang kali, aktiviti saraf ini menjadi bertambah aktif dan turut menambah tenaga bio-elektrik. Lama-kelamaan kumpulan saraf yang sangat aktif ini mempengaruhi kumpulan saraf yang lain untuk turut sama aktif. Dengan itu, otak menjadi aktif secara keseluruhan. Otak mula memahami perkara baru, melihat dari sudut perspektif berbeza dan semakin kreatif dan kritis, sedang sebelum berzikir otak tidak begini. Otak yang segar dan cergas secara tidak langsung mempengaruhi hati untuk melakukan kebaikan dan menerima kebenaran.

Hasil kajian makmal yang dilakukan terhadap subjek ini dimuatkan dalam majalah Scientific American, keluaran Disember 1993. satu kajian yang dilakukan di Universiti Washington dan ujian ini dilakukan melalui ujian imbasan PET yang mengukur kadar aktiviti otak manusia secara tidak sedar. Dalam kajian ini, sukarelawan diberikan satu senarai perkataan benda. Mereka dikehendaki membaca setiap perkataan tersebut satu persatu dan mengaitkan perkataan-perkataan dengan kata kerja yang berkaitan. Apabila sukarelawan melakukan tugas mereka, beberapa bahagian berbeza otak mempamerkan peningkatan aktiviti saraf, termasuk di bahagian depan otak dan korteks.

Menariknya, apabila sukarelawan ini mengulangi senarai perkataan yang sama berulang-ulang kali, aktiviti saraf otak merebak pada kawasan lain dan mengaktifkan kawasan saraf lain. Apabila senarai perkataan baru diberikan kepada mereka, aktiviti saraf kembali meningkat di kawasan pertama.. Ini sekali gus membuktikan secara saintifik bahawa perkataan yang diulang-ulang seperti perbuatan berzikir, terbukti meningkatkan kecergasan otak dan menambah kemampuannya.

Oleh itu, saudara-saudara ku seIslam, ketika saintis Barat baru menemui mukjizat ini, kita umat terpilih ini telah lama mengamalkannya dan menerima manfaatnya. Malang bagi mereka yang masih memandang enteng kepentingan berzikir dan mengabaikannya.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

shes gone-steel heart.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus)

Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus x2)

Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.

its feel so wrong to fall for u.....

its was 15 years ago, when i got transfer to the same school as u.i saw u when i pass by try to find my clas wicth is beside ur class......we are so young that time.i dont even know ur name.but now ur hounted me.... ur name, u smell, ur eyes.... i even still have the notes u gave me for exam that say u wish me good luck..... that time, its really work.. u push me to study .... until now. u are not gonna be mine, never,u are just black listed in my heart now,i have to let u go............ there will never be us is just me all off my dreame crush down just like that.love is so cruel if u gone too deep.....u are nothing to me now..... go away........

Saturday, December 19, 2009

bernafas tanpamu....




another touching song recently be my fav.............

Lyla – Bernafas Tanpamu

Mungkin kau bertanya-tanya
Arti perhatianku terhadapmu
Pasti kau menerka-nerka
Apa yang tersirat dalam gerakku
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
Akulah serpihan kisah masa lalumu
Yang sekedar ingin tahu keadaanmu

Reff:
Tak pernah aku bermaksud mengusikmu
Mengganggu setiap ketentraman hidupmu
Hanya tak mudah bagiku lupakanmu
Dan pergi menjauh

Beri sedikit waktu
Agar ku terbiasa
Bernafas tanpamu oooohhh

Hoo hooo… 2x

Teruntuk dirimu
Dengarkanlah

Friday, December 18, 2009

stmb fmly day18/12/09-19/1209







ok, just come back from fmly days at mimpian jadi resort, tuaran. nice view and releksing..... sampai im pian jam 3.00pm.... huhuhu actualy spatunya jam2.00pm, tpi lmbt ckit sbb sesat:P
hmmm, actualy a bit jealos bcoa all my colleage bring there wife and kids, me i bring my bro.......:P x mo crita pasal jdual sbb mmg panjg berjela yg penting tmpt heapening and releks tension. terasa beban kerja tu ringan, im ready to go work next monday!! hua3...........(kerja berlmbak lg).. ok im going to take a rest sbb perjlnan tuaran ke likas mkn masa 30mint gak.... with speed 120km after racing with boss...:Phe3..........

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

hmmm, what ti write??

actualyy really dont know wat to write,nowdays everydays so bz........takaful famlydays is just the cooner at 18/12/0o9.. at impian jadi resort tuaran..huhuhu......over 16 takaful kk staff go with there husbund and wife. me? i go with my brother.... huhuhu,well im looking fowd to the DAY.
well thankful to my fellows ofice mate all the report is finaly done! haiz........syukur, now we just need to realise our tens for fmly day.......talk bout my job, now im incharge in banca department as banca suport. and my officer call me as a multi purpose work, as i do region work,banca fmly clerk, and office clerk, wow! too much but dutty is a dutty... and 4 work is a chelenge for me.... as for now im happy and still do my best for the job ive done...huhu, tired!!
ok as for now resting time... wasalam.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

duck and eagle.......

No one can make you serve customers well. That’s because great service is a choice.
Harvey Mackay, tells a wonderful story about a cab driver that proved this point.

Harvey was waiting in line for a ride at the airport. When a cab pulled up. The first thing Harvey noticed was that the taxi was polished to a bright shine. Smartly dressed in a white shirt, black tie, and freshly pressed black slacks, the cab driver jumped out and rounded the car to open the back passenger door for Harvey . He handed Harvey a laminated card and said: ‘I’m Wally, your driver. While I’m loading your bags in the trunk I’d like you to read my mission statement.’ Taken aback, Harvey read the card.

It said:
Wally’s Mission Statement: To get my customers to their destination in the quickest, safest and cheapest way possible in a friendly environment.

This blew Harvey away. Especially when he noticed that the inside of the cab matched the outside. Spotlessly clean!
As he slid behind the wheel, Wally said, ‘Would you like a cup of coffee? I have a thermos of regular and one of decaf.’
Harvery said, ‘I’d prefer a soft drink.’
Wally smiled and said, ‘No problem. I have a cooler up front with regular and Diet Coke, water and orange juice.’
Almost stuttering, Harvey said, ‘I’ll take a Diet Coke.’
Handing him his drink, Wally said, ‘If you’d like something to read, I have The Wall Street Journal, Time, Sports Illustrated and USA Today.’
As they were pulling away, Wally handed my friend another laminated card, ‘These are the stations I get and the music they play, if you’d like to listen to the radio.’ And as if that weren’t enough, Wally told Harvey that he had the air conditioning on and asked if the temperature was comfortable for him.
Then he advised Harvey of the best route to his destination for that time of day. He also let him know that he’d be happy to chat and tell him about some of the sights or, if Harvey preferred, to leave him with his own thoughts…
Tell me, ‘have you always served customers like this?’
Wally smiled into the rear view mirror. ‘No, not always. In fact, it’s only been in the last two years. My first five years driving, I spent most of my time complaining like all the rest of the cabbies do. Then I heard the personal growth guru, Wayne Dyer, on the radio one day. He had just written a book called You’ll See It When You Believe It . Dyer said that if you get up in the morning expecting to have a bad day, you’ll rarely disappoint yourself. He said, ‘Stop complaining! Differentiate yourself from your competition. Don’t be a duck. Be an eagle. Ducks quack and complain. Eagles soar above the crowd.”
That hit me right between the eyes,’ said Wally. ‘Dyer was really talking about me. I was always quacking and complaining, so I decided to change my attitude and become an eagle. I looked around at the other cabs and their drivers. The cabs were dirty, the drivers were unfriendly,and the customers were unhappy. So I decided to make some changes. I put in a few at a time. When my customers responded well, I did more.’
‘I take it that has paid off for you,’ Harvey said.
‘It sure has,’ Wally replied. ‘My first year as an eagle, I doubled my income from the previous year. This year I’ll probably quadruple it. You were lucky to get me today. I don’t sit at cabstands anymore. My customers call me for appointments on my cell phone or leave a message on my answering machine. If I can’t pick them up myself, I get a reliable friend to do it and I take a piece of the action.’
Wally was phenomenal. He was running a limo service out of a Yellow Cab. I’ve probably told that story to more than fifty
cab drivers over the years, and only two took the idea and ran with it. Whenever I go to their cities, I give them a call. The rest of the drivers quacked like ducks and told me all the reasons they couldn’t do any of what I was suggesting.
Wally the Cab Driver made a different choice. He decided to stop quacking like ducks and start soaring like eagles.
How about us?
Smile, and the whole world smiles with you… The ball is in our hands!
A man reaps what he sows. Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do
not give up… let us do good to all people.
Ducks Quack, Eagles Soar
Have a nice day, unless you already have other plans!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

cuti yg mcm bukan cuti.

update blog!!, walaupon aku x byk reader,perasan ja rmai reader.but for my special reader.mintamaaf jika blog ni umpama rumah usang yg terbengkalai di tepi jln rumah korang.
adapun kdg2 berdetik hati untuk merobohkn rumah bunglo usang ini yg hanya meyakitkn mata dan pemandangan anda.... posmen pon mmg x hinggin nak tgk bunglo aku ni.huhuhu.....ntah apa yg mau diceritakan?ok....kelmarin pergi tmpt majlis perkahwinan kawan kat tamparuli dkt jln ke kiulu................jln buli tahan jauh,20km dri kk. gerak jam 11 sampai jam11.3o.jln bersama, mr,pie,batman, mr bibi. ke perkahwinan en.darmasa bin hanafi.alhamdullilah kahwin suda memberku yg dulunya mmg seorg yg nakal.well time bdk2 sepa yg x nakal kn?......ok besok2 aku update pic........... nak gi mkn sbb mama dah pggil mkn... wasalam.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

jom ke kursus perkahwenan.....

tadi5/12/09.sabtu , aku telah menghadiri kursus perkahwenan, buat julungkalinya,mulanya niat nak ambil sijil saja....but, setelah beberapa sesi penceramah.aku tgk mmg byk pengisian tentangmembina sebuah keluarga yg benar2 islam.well motonya"BERKAHWIN BUKAN KERANA NAFSU,BERKAHWINDENGAN ILMU"ini kerana byk kes2 penceraian yang berlaku dlm institusi kekeluargaanyg mana perlu dikurangkan.
seperti mana kursus2 ditempat lain aspek2 keagamaan perlu dititik beratkan, amat terperanjat dimana ada beberapa peserta yang bakal mendirikn rumah tangga yg memandang remeh soal2 agama dan apabila disoal ttg agama mereka gagal menjawab, dlm hatiku inilah bakal menjadi bapa/ibu suatu hari nanti. sedikit terkilan,sekurang2nya kursus ini dpt menyedarkn mereka tentang ilmu agama.
klebih kurang 200 org hadir untuk kursus kali ini....termasuk aku, bukan sblm ni x nak ambil, tpi ksetiap kali berniat kursus dah full booking.akhirnya.dpt gak,agak janggal bila aku dtg kursus berseorangan padahal peserta lain masing2 dgn pasangan... huhuhu..ada beberapa peserta yg single gak mcm aku tpi kitaorg buat dunnojer...bila nak bincang apa2 dgn kwn lain yg bru first time jumpa mesti soalan skema"mna tunang kmu?". so biasanya aku akan jwb dgn jujur dan ikhlas"belum ada lg, masih solo"......well ada beberapa insiden yg aku nak komen kursus td. kpd peserta2 kursus pra perkahwenan tu, ini hnya kursus pra perkahwenan bukanya sah kawen. jadi kalau nak gi mkn lunch berduaan tu jgn lah buat mcm korg tu dah kawen....jln pgang tgn mcm xnak lps. allah kita yg single ni pon xnak ngorat tunang kmu la......fenin jugak bila kbtulan time tu kwn aku yg lama x jumpa ada dlm kursus tu.... wellaku pon saja lah tegur tny khabar. bila tunang dia dtg dan jeling semacam...hek elleh!gua xkacau la bro!aku x kisah pun.. cuma bila balak dia ni jeling semacam tu yg buat darah ni menyirap..... well hope besok ok. biarlah budak tu ada aku kesah!!?lucu jugak tgk dorg ni.yang c lelaki heret c pompuan mcmla ada org yg nak sgt dkt tunang dia... well syukurla dpt tunang yg pandai jeles mcm tu.dri yg tunang mata keranjang. aku terlihat kelibat sorang mamat ni,ingtkn tunang dia.tpi mcm rmai plak??wth??siap minta2 no tunang2 org yg lain lg tu??bro?! klu nak kacaupon jgn lah tunang org!!mmg mamat ni dah kena mark oleh peserta2 yg lain yg perasan dgncaranya tu.kwn aku mmg dah hangin dgn beliau.well.xtaulah apa jd. dan xmau tahu...... ok besok aku kena attend last class.untuk terima sijil kursus.....he3...3....kena bwa jeket sbb dewan tu sejuk sgt!!cho, chinchow... wasalam...

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

come to my blog shop!! NC-SHOP.

well i try this bissnes mont ago, i ask a fren to made blogshop.>>http://nc-tele.blogspot.com/ reader can come and c or can request any fhone or accesories fhone, for reasonble price and still can nego.....wellim not telling its cheap. but reasonble...... huhu bizness may all reader support me.come and see first ok......still long way to go.....just email me or coment or go for nc-tele chatbox ok!!