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mlm 31 august, ingtkn xmo p mna2. tapi hati rasa nak kuar plak tgk bandar kk di mlm 31 august.tiada apa pon mlm smlm kat kk.... rmai abg2 motor konvoi bawa bendera malaysia.....kat tanjung lipat, da ramai org kumpul mcm ada keramaian, yg sedihnya bila aku amatti suasana itu rupanya yang ramai tu bukan ya org tempatan pon.. u know wat i mean. terasa sedih jugak. bila tgk bangsa dorang plak yg rmai lebih2 lg diambang merdeka...??siap ada yg gaduh lg.delm suasana yg kill my mood tuh. aku pon terus blah dari situ......terasa sedih plak., hati ter tnya mna polis?xkn dorg pon dah jd 1 mlysia kot? omg.... aku bukan diskriminasi apa. tapi. limpahan kedatangan dorg kat negara mlysia yg makmur dan aman ini.mmg niat ingin berkongsi rezeki tapi untuk bangsa yg xtaktau dek untung.....lagi lah kadar jenayah yg tinggi. x pernah mgundah rasa aman.kat tmpt aku tinggal je.... begitu ramai.. dan sering kali operasi diadakn tapi bangsa ini semakin kebal pada pihak berkuasa.

the one and only.

recently talk to mr. fred and hear mr.fred talk open my mind on something.......

he say
there a reason to call ur wifethe one... becouse:
she is the one u love.
the one u hate.
" make u smile.
" make u headache.
"bother u always.
" anoying.
" the one of everything....
hehehe..........point is every body have the week and strong personality.for me and mr. fred...... we just smile and move on ...... yeah..... he3.:)

book of love.

and know........ story of love.......first i really dont want to write bout this but, cant hold my self.....lonesome andpitty my self who is too broken to miss her........i know its to late for me to win her back.....way too late..........i know she is happy beside him now......... but still part of me,miss her. memory can be the sweetest thing and its can be poison sometime.for me too know that she is happy and live welll its enuf.i know i cant be wat she wants me tobe.she is one of akind person that i call best friends, but at one time we cantworking thing out. so we go saperets way.the true is now we still be frend we still seing etch other and talk bout swet memory.... but she is somebody wife now.its raining out side, wonder how she is....... mayb she hold by her hubby now..... wtf...... i have to kick this thought of mine!im not being jelos of her,i have my own life now. my time will come........just this lonely feeling kill me again and again.thus need a fresh air......well at list i know she happy..... :)wasalam.

mengapa aku suka baca blog?

sudently, this come out,..... well dari dulu mmg minat membaca start dgn komik"penyelamat dunia"komik "dragon bal"an byk lg la komik2 cina yg diterjemah melayukan. dulu yg top, tony wong. skrg dah x ingt sape. recently aku minat baca" pendekar laut""wira tunggal",blog? bahasa2 bloger yg mmg power..... dan kelainan yg ada pada mereka.bunga2 bahasa yang mereka luahkn mengamit perasaan ingin tahu ini, he3......aku takde bahasa power mcm dorang but, still rasa mcm nak tulis gak blog ni,huhuhu.mayb aku akan boring gak satu hari nanti atau aku teramatla sibuk hingga terlupa ada blog, minta maaf awal2 ya........mmg blog aku tidaklah seberapa menarik cantik dan thebom.hanya kisah sepi dan pengalaman diri menjadi sumber inspirasi. dan luahan hati.sepi.... aku benci........YA ALLAH BANTULAH HAMBAMU INI, AMIN. will be update soon.......

some to learn.......

nothing much,today sungkai with fren, but b4 i get there i hv an litle accident!the road near ums is so jemm!!everyday like this.im in speed line,aint prest the gas yet but when the light turn green..... i pres the gas, then this car infront of me breaking suddently!!bom!!i hit his bumper! this uncle come out and say "are u okey?"he is 60year old chiness guy...... look nice."im ok uncle, how bout u?"i said,""ok, very jem woo....""soory ah".acctualy.. in this situation, if u go for claim insurans remember the car behind will take a blaim, means that me.....but this uncle say"i know ur tired and the jemm, let get moving,ur car still can go bah kn?"..."yup, thanks uncle, and so sorry". just like that uncle just take off... like nothing happen..... well i feel so guilty.... bcos if he bring to polis i willm get charge ofdriving witout coutionand it will cost me rm300! minor damage, my plat numb broken!. so much for feel soory.well for all driver who read this remember... if a car hit u from behind, its the car foult for not coution driving so just releks and find a polis station b4 call ur insurans ok......reunion will be updating soon... after i fix my plat... he3...... if u hv any Q for insurans dont hasited to ask, well im not expert but i will guide u, and insyallah everything will be alright.... ok....wasalam im ok, but litle bit tired.....

tadi petang gi byr zakat, rm6.60untuk rate sabah.ini kali ke-5 aku byr zakat untuk diri sendiri. bila dah keja ni, kena la tunaikn tanggungjawab sendiri.abah byrkn untuk adik2 yg lain.terasa lebih dewasa dan perasan tua dah diri ini bila tersedar yang kita ni semakin tua.kat opis bos minta aku untuk pungut derma bcos jumaat ni ada ceramah ramadhan kat opis. majlis akan diadakn setiap jumaat pada bulan puasa ni. well amat bagus untuk rohani dan kesedaran insani, kadang2 kita mudah lupa. lupa pada tuhan lupa pada tanggungjawab.tapi kita hanya manusia yang tidak lari dari kesilapan. ilmu ada di mana2.kita hanya perlu mencari, wasalam,

rainy day.......

sejak dua menjak ni selalu sgt hujan..... huhuhu..... ptg hujan mlm hujan pagi2 pon hujan...... nasib baik aircon kereta dah servis bulan lepas yang jugak menghabiskan half of my paycek..wuwuwu. belum shooping raya lg!!damn!malas nak jln shooping sorang2.....well besok ada reunion skool, mo cri peluang shoping dgn dorg la.. he3........lupa plak reunion ngan kwn2 yg lama xjumpa... dey berapa bbyk reunion dah?besok reunion for my primary skool , kanak2 riang yg dulunya nakalsiot... dah jd matang..he3.. pastu lusa reunion kwn2 kat hostel dlu plak... mesti byk crita best keluar terutama ttg "ayam segar desa" tu.kedua2 event akan berlangsung kat one borneo, so mmg shooping sakan la ni.he3 off i go to terawih la.... da... wasalam.

hari ke-3 sungkai.

tadi, first timr tahun ni puasa kat opis, well dibulan ramadhan 2009,la,berita gembira dimana seorang clik aku yg akan menamatkn zaman bujang lepas ramadhan ni, soo mmg kacau dia berabis gak,untuk menyambut zam,an bujang akhirnya kwn2 kat opis dicide nak buka posa kat gerai yg selalu kami lepak dulu, untuk pgetahuan dlm opis ni tinggal aku dgn clik sorang ni je yg bujang yg lain suma dah kawen.mula2 mmg nak join berbuka dgn dorang tapi last time x jadi plak, mayb besok kot. huhu,lptu cerita tentang zaman dulu punya puasa,kalau dulu nak buka puasa, mesti akan dengar iklan yang tidak asing lagi"ayam segar desa" punya iklan, betul2 sebelum azan tu.sekarang budak2 yg baru xtu dah apa benda tu.well dengan berakhirnya zaman bujang clik aku ni, maka im the only availble beachelor la dalam opis tu...... wuwu,my time will coming soon..he3 just wait n c.nah wont bother me, as long as i do my work.:)

sungkai,aka waktu berbuka puasa.

waktu buka puasa kat sabah jam6.28pm yeah mmg awal berbanding semenanjung ygrata7.00pm.....waktu berbuka @ org sabah panggil sungkai,tadi dlm jam3.00pm dah kuar rumahpergi bazar ramadhan.. for food hunting.xbeli byk sangat, kuar dgn brother aku. mmg jem sgt dan susah nak dpt parking. aku pesan martabak sayur yg mmg jadi fav aku.pulang rumah dlm jam5.30pm. sampai ruma je unty akupon ada dgn kazen2 aku. so mmg ramai la....... masuk jam6.00pm. mak dah ready mknan, abah pulaktgh bersiap mandi nak gi masjid sbb mlm ni dia dijemput untuk jd imam, jam6.28. azan! aku pon start baca doa berbuka dan suma fmly aku pon buat serangan megejut keatas mknan yg tersedia.... aku mcm biasa, kurma dan martabak yg disambar dulu. xmkn byk sbb aku dah janji dgn abah nak hantar dia lps sungkai.balik solat baru mkn.. fuh........ tadi abiskan 3 lembarsurah albaqarah, nak abiskn suma mmg xmampu lg. dah try.... maunya 3hari baru nak abis surah tu.... mmg panjang. klu nak dgr audio dia pon ambik masa1jam.30mint.besok, aku nak cuba habiskn surah tu.... lps tu. move on ke surah lain..ok wasalam............. alhamdullilah......

serve him right...........

and never come back!....hua3

bila stat puasa.

entry pasal puasa plak dah. arini hari sabtu. dari lepas sahur belum tido lagi,solat kat masjid pon dah ramai org dah.terawih smlm memang berduyun org gi masjid. sampai xda parking.aku mmg dtg b4 maghrib dan kuar hanya lps isyak selalu.ptg ni mesti depan ruma jln jem sbb byk gerai bazar di buka.mcm2 ada. hanya bulan puasa jer bazar ni bukak. jd ptg ni FOOD HUNTING!.beli apa yang patut jer. rambang mata nanti.takut membazir.mcm biasa selaku driver yang berkhemah dlm fmly aku ditugaskn mencari spot BAZAR yg best dan byk pilihan. klu kat kk.. mmg fav aku BAZAR ASIA CITY.parking mmg susa nak dpt.. so mmg kena dtg seawal mungkin.biasanya aku akan minta dorg turun dan jln2 dlu pastu nt dah abis shoping baru aku ambil kat mna2.well wasalam selamat mengharungi goodaan dan ujian puasa d bulan ramadhan bykan bersabar........

puasa...............selamat...

Sahabat- sahabat sekelian yang diingati selalu……….. Sebelum menunaikan ibadah puasa pada 22 Ogos 2009 bersamaan 1 Ramadhan 1430.. Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan " "Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasaummat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukanhal-hal yang berikut:* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada);* Tidak berma'afan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri;* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kitabayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-amiinkan adalahRasullullah dan para sahabat, dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.Oleh itu saya terlebih dahulu memohon maaf jika saya ada berbuat kesalahan,baik yang tidak di sengaja maupun yang di sengaja, semoga kita dapatmenjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, diberkati dan dirahmati Allah S.W.T,insyaallah.

kampung.........ku.....

pic diambil diluar rumah di kgku.. dkt laut.......wu...rindu........

boring...

"never walk alone"

Liverpool

Full name
Liverpool Football Club
Nickname(s)
The Reds
Founded
15 March 1892(by John Houlding)
Ground
Anfield, Liverpool(Capacity: 45,362)
Co-chairmen
George GillettTom Hicks
Manager
Rafael Benítez
League
Premier League
2008–09
Premier League, 2nd

Home colours

Away colours

Third colours
Current season
Liverpool Football Club is a professional football club based in Liverpool, England. The club plays in the Premier League, and has won more trophies than any other English club. Liverpool has won a joint-record eighteen league titles,[1] seven FA Cups, seven League Cups, and the European Cup five times, a record for an English club.
The club was founded in 1892, and quickly became a strong force in English football, winning five league championships between 1900 and 1947. However, Liverpool spent several years in the Second Division (level 2) during the late 1950s, and did not win promotion again until the appointment of Bill Shankly as manager in 1959. The club traditionally played in red and white, but this was changed to all red in the 1960s.
Under Shankly's management, Liverpool won three League Championship titles, two FA Cups and a UEFA Cup; the club's first European trophy. In the past 30 years, they have been one of the most successful clubs in English and European football; they won four European Cups between 1977 and 1984. The club experienced a lean period during the 1990s, but saw a revival when they won a cup treble in 2001 and the club's fifth European Cup in 2005.
The Heysel Stadium disaster made the club infamous in Europe; 39 Juventus fans died after a wall collapsed as they fled from charging Liverpool fans. The club was involved in another disaster four years later—the Hillsborough Disaster— which saw the death of 96 Liverpool fans in a crush against perimeter fencing. Flames were added to the club's crest in honour of the Liverpool fans who lost their lives at Hillsborough. Both disasters have had wide-ranging impacts on English and European football, and the club to this day.
Liverpool F.C. has played at Anfield since its formation, but plans to move to a new stadium in Stanley Park, which was due to be completed by 2011 but has been put on hold until economic conditions improve. Liverpool has a large and diverse fan base, which holds long-standing rivalries with several clubs. The most notable of these are their rivalries with Manchester United and Everton, with whom they regularly contest the Merseyside derby.

RAMADHAN COMING....!

yeah.... fasthing days!.. ive always waiting for ramadhan.. well insted of near raya....we will be puasa all month.looking fowrd to be strong again. bulan ni dah azan nak khatam quran like every year..... last year, khatam awal 1week sblm raya...... well hv much fun and can play bunga api all nite long at raya day!:Ptmorow gonna buy new quran, not new but tahfiz quran supaya blh baca dlm opis..... after smbahyang blh baca jap. sblm sambung keja.......well keja kena lbh sikit.xblh malas2 da ni. sbb mmg xda masa untuk bermalas walaupun puasa.bila tiba bulan puasa magic happen... ever feel waktu amat singkat.. start keja jam8.00am.... pejamcelik..suda jam6.00pm.magic of work. xperasan sgt masa berlalu.... the best part is breakfast! buka puasa dgn kawan2 sekerja......tahun lepas berbuka ber2 je sbb dlm opis mmg 2org je aku dgn bos... tahun ni meriah sikit kat opis dah ramai org mesti meriah.hope for the best.amin.

nothing much.

sunday. happy sunday..... rest for all day long. chill out wit fmly and watching TV........ abah mcm biasa always bz dgn kelas kafa.abah pkai keta aqu dari pagi sooo raining days canot go anyway.... wuwu....... sabar je la..........

broken

ever feel u broken?when u lonely and theres so much to think of,think bout how ur life now and compare with ur before life.is it worty?take it for granted?hope someone by ur side to guide u wat todo?telling u thats everything its alright and ok.keep on cracking and broken?this is life . get use to it.get out more and smile again it will cure it.:)

cute kitty.............

untitle

life as harsh as it may seem, still really is a beautifully dastard thing. it bites you in the face one second, and kisses on the lips the next. ups and downs are the norms of life, if its not, it’ll be boring as hell.
once in a while in life, we need to experience some troubles some problems to overcome to become a better person. we grew up not by day, but by experience.
no matter how good or bad any experience is, you have something to learn from it. jason mraz puts it nicely on his song, ‘before the cool gone run out, i’ll be giving it my bestest, nothings gonna stop me but devine intervention, i reckon its again my turn, to win some or learn some’. we win some or ‘learn’ some. we lose some but we gain a lot more from it, provided we open up our minds to the better side of life.

blur.....

sabahan puis good words for confius orsimple "domt know wat todo"its BLUR,"apa kau bikin lepas ni?""ntah blur aku ni"......means"kamu buat apa selepas ini?,"aku pon tak tau lagi"........ok entry yg sot........sot=gila2........bykpula bhasa sabah yg masuk mcm entry yg untuk org sabahan je.......ok teda yg best skrg ni.. penat tahap gaban suda ni.nothing much life is always simple.gain as much as you can.... give more and take more.........give much more .......gain some more.ok blury lyric..... recently addict to it....Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's so empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all My whole world
surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that
I'll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away when ya
shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away can you take it all away
when ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's no one left that's real
to make up your ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you where to runaway
nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn showed you where to runaway
[Chorus]
this pain you gave to mecan you take it all
can you take it all away...
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away

loughter the best medicen

ok2 aku mcm tersalah eja.......... saja mula2 saja try masukan kodembem yg bukan2 kat "html"tapi jd plak so cri bahan lawak yg best... aku jumpa youtube din beramboi yg berpantun tu.... dulu aku ada kaset dia ni tapi hilang tyme di asrama dlu xtau siapa yg "Paw"halal ja la.. aku blh beli 10 lg tu skrg... tapi mnada suda limited tuh..... klu rasa mo lyb play je tube yg dbwh blog ni yer dan ketawalah bersama kucing faverot anda tu.....hua3...... enjoy.

tired and tiredness....

so damn tired........ is not fizikly tired but mentaly tired,all day long been siting in aircond office make me shivering, like the aircond drain all myenergy. damn cool... whos idea is to turn aircorn full?? wtf??im in my jeket all day long........ and attend an office meeting wit boses. take importend not. im not even finish my work yet.by the time 2.pm go lunch, but. i just eat bunensted of nasi, bcos mau beli tapau jauh plak lgpon byk keja x buat lg..... well im home at nite oready i guest i finish tmorow la...... tooo tired.. chow.. W C LAM.........

medical leave.............

last nite,go to klinik, see a dokter, sempat lg dokter tny"besok nak cuti x?""nah, no thank"dengan rasa kompiden aku yakin blh sihat... turns out,pagi ni bdn still x sedap lg.deman tak kebah lg.....i was shevering like...hell.....my mom ask my dad to take a medical leave for me at the same clinik.so much for going to work.smsing my boses. tellthem im on medical leave...boses says"ok""get a rest"time to take my meds.......:)

sicknesss...

mood xok sbb bdn rasa panas,nak demam kot.lps mgrib, abah bwa gi klinik, cek.... mmg demam!dpt ubat, dan MClater, yg xbest tu besok kena gi kerja gak,sbb lawatn audit,mauxnya..... mmg aku kena gi gak.. ini soal hidup.tanpa keja aku loser.kerja aku hidup aku.xtau nak sambung apa..kena sindrom otak jem/hang/overload/(anda biasa rasa bila demam, uknow wat i mean.adios..taking care.......go rest..... and drink water.

some pic in my pc........

NADZIRAH BINTI IBRAHIM WEEDING DAYS (my best frend sister).

wMR.CPE a.k.a MOHD SYAFIE BIN TASRIB WEEDING DAYS..........(my very best fren ever from childhood).

this two couple wedd is on the same days.......7/06/09 hope forthem hapiness ever after.......... i attend thos two tempat...okey... walaupon pada hari yg sama aku ttp pergi..........

siti nuraini binti mesro.

anak bongsu uzstad haji mesro ni.... yup. my dad is uzstad......he a former teacher teaching bahasa arab, in sek ugama school.me? hope got title uzstad soon... he3.......lahir pada08/08/2001 very gurly-gurly now....... always go outing house play wit her fren until my mom scream her name to go back nome... muahaha.. padan muka............biasa la bebudak aku xmau dia terperap kat ruma dpn pc jer......... x sihat........mat motor tu plak brother aku. a.k.a ANGAHa.k.a abd rasid mesro.ANGAH keja as chasman....... slalu yg potong electrition kat ruma org tu keja dia.... always bz and jarang ada d ruma.. kumpul duit for kawen....he3......THE BEST BROTHER IN THE WORLD.......we always fight.. but never go long, brother fight is in our blood.gadoh2 biasa la........mamat dblkg yg terMIX dlm pic sumpah x kenal.....jiran kot...?ntah.....its not me who take this pic im not in it anyway.........






"C AIN BERSAMA BROTHER AKU YG JARANG2 ADA DIRUMA...mat motor?mayb tapi lps dia bertunang.motor dah jual skrg dia pkai kancil aku..muahaha.............bini marah kot?.
wellpic ni di ambil pada 2 tahun lps...26/07/2007..........ain berumur 7 tahun.........skrg dia dah 9tahun dan sudah start pndai gurly-gurly(geli-gelias fina say)muahaha.......mmg manja gila specialy bila mau minta along dia ni sesuatu........ minta hadiahla... fenin gak aku kdg2.....hua3
aqlwayshv a fight over remotecontrol tv wit her.mmg tak tahan tekrik kotor dia(c ain) yg tuduh along dia ni cubit dia.........i never pinch her okey.........im not that bad but i can be..hua3.....

welcome to sabah??

ok..... i dunno wat this entry name,hua3.......saturdays..... pagi tadi jam8 gi office walaupun mmg cuti.buat kerja sikit kat opis. kemas meja risau gak pasal boss bgtau yg unit audit mau turun sabah minggu dpn.dorg ni mmg suka tau gi sabah.....best sgt ker sabah ni?? xpe la dah keje dorg kn...... klu aku pun nak gak......keja sambil melancong?realy?arini ari jd c ain anak bongsu mak aku tu...... ceh..... mcm la c abdi ni org len.....soo kena jln gi ambil kek kat ruma unty aku yg aku tempah tadi. WCLAM, byebye.....

memory remains

normal days.. week up at 4.am.... go solat...... eat breakfast...... jam5... start kasi panas engin kereta......tgk discovery chenel pasal?? nda ingat sorry.jln gi kerja jam6.....mcm biasakesesakan selalu berlaku kat school area..... stuck lbh 30mint! damn!.......sampai opis jam7.20....msh kurang org....boss dah ada.... suddently... boss dtg kat meja aku..... gave me this later write my name...en. abd hadi...sukacitanya rayuan penempatan en. disabah.... telah diterima! weeeeeeee.!anda di bawah jagaan region sabah en. lani.awsome!this is what im hoping for!segala delima yg mgacau jiwa sudah berjawab.....aku kekal disabah!.......my boss just smile. dan tiba2 berbisik."lps ni ambil jobscop baru dlm opis saya""okboss!"jawabku.ok kerja baru pasal aku under region.sebelum ni kerja aku under brach operation.gtg... something happen gonna met mr.fred.

my old blog.......

aku start copy entry lama dlm blog aku....... huhu..... skrg ni tgh rehat minda danjiwa yg tgh kacau........ini entry cinta yg tertangguh.. enjoy......
RM10 bang," kata budak itu. Mukanya tidak senyum.
Aku tarik kembali uang RM1 aku dan memasukkannya ke kocek celana.
"Tak apa lain kali sahaja," kataku perlahan. Aku kembali menghirup teh tarik yang sudah suam-suam kuku.
"Mengapa kamu tidak berikan sahaja RM1 itu tadi." Temanku yang duduk di kiri aku bertanya. Matanya memerhati sahaj budak itu berlalu ke meja lain pula.
"Kalender yang dia jual itu harganya RM10. Aku mana ada duit, lain kali sahaja," bilangku. Kaki aku lunjurkan. Terasa nyaman sedikit lutut aku.
"Budak itu jual kalender cerita lain, tetapi RM1 tadi itu pula mengapa kamu tidak sedekahkan sahaja," tegasnya. Kini giliran dia pula menghirup teh tarik dia.
Aku terdiam. Bodohnya aku. Terus aku teringat kata-kata seroang ustaz
"Kita sering ditipu oleh iblis. Bagaimana? Dengan berbisik di hati hati kita. Memujuk kita menangguhkan sesuatu kebaikkan yang disangka kecil bagi mengejar satu kebaikkan yang disangka besar. Misalnya solat sunat, biasa kita menangguhkan pelaksanaannya kerna alasan mahu memastikan solat fardhu kita sempurna. Ataupun dalam bersedekah, kita sering menangguhkan bersedekah dengan mengatakan mengatakan kita akan bersedekah jika Allah memberikan kita rezeki yang lebih. Kita lupa, RM0.10 itu juga sedekah."
Baru sebentar tadi aku ditipu oleh Iblis. Aku menangguhkan sedekah RM1 aku hanya kerana mahu memberi RM10 pada masa hadapan.
Jadi cuba kita memantau segala kenyataan daripada hati kita.
Jika hati kita berkata begini,
"Aku akan melakukan itu, jika hanya Allah memberikan itu ataupun ini"
ataupun
"Aku hanya akan berbuat begitu jika hanya aku sudah berjaya itu ataupun ini."
ataupun
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unspoked days....

juz got back from work,sampai ruma sblm azan magrib sempat lg tuk buat 1 entri.wat a bz days... hari2 pon bz.. apeda??nop....arini penat tahap "gaban"kemas meja yg semakin semak dgn document2.tadi baru nak kelam kabut mo failing document.. wosh! nasib siap........besok kena setle kerja yg umpama buku text biologi time aku spm.danbyk chaqe2 costomer yg belum call lg.next week dah nak posa.so besok mmg mo training posa....supaya next week tak lakena "ramadhan shok"sehari x mkn dan minum, dgn badan yg sentiasa di bwh hembusan aircond. fuh! masuk ni dah4tahun posa in the same office..... not really la..2 tahun lepas aku kat office lain, inanam branch(wat a memoreal place).....doa aku tahun ni akan jadi yg terbaik dari tahun lepas.sebagaimana hari ini adalah lebih baik dari kemarin hope so. byk plan untuk tahun nih.just want to make it real for wat ive plan before.......... bukak bissness......kumpul mlbh byk duit......kawen.... opsss.... itu tahun dpn.......... tahun nih... adalah tahun cari calon.. muahaha....... keputusan tetap di tgn mem aku...........call me kampungan or wat ever u call it. but thats me bless from parent paling penting,walaupon mem aku selalu ckp, "ikut along la, along suka mak pon suka"yeah.:)
woit apa topik ni? kawen ka apa?? c abdi ni selalu hilang arah.......okok.....stop topik kawen..... yang penting aku dah penat sgt dan mo mandi pegi solat dan ambik mybro and sister from kelas mengaji.......wasalam... until then.............

y is she stop?

to whoever think this is them, just let u know ur've been inspired me to do wat i rhink im not going todo.like open this blog. ur free minded cous me to open my own home call blog to express my thought witout afraid being juge.thank you so much.i wont hold u from stop doing u want i juz want the best of you and juz tolet u know. that I'M ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU WHAT EVER U DO...ill never be good like u. all ur words seem so true.and the susunan ayat yg teratur. wonder tif u goy A+ IN STPM esei and karangan bahasa... he3 me i just got B for that..hua3well english is Akui..kui..kui...nah,my bad.. silly me.just if u feel tired give ur self time and dont let ur tellent gone.if u feel like want todo a come back juz let us know okie. mayb i ain't do blog for full time.u call me brave.. guest wat? im not...... juz keep on smiling.. and dont let anybody make scar in ur heart again ok.be faithful, and chose the rite path keep loving ur parentlove ur self before fall in love.keep doing wat u love.u are more then u think.never walk alone will ya.c ya again......so here is goodbye..........T_T




p/s:take care ur self, dont get sick,drink much water...... k..:)

hello,

this is mr.frederick vonrain

this is kinda lame, put lyric in blog, well i love this song. and its legend.



Hello by Lionel Richie



Ive been alone with you

Inside my mind

And in my dreams Ive kissed your lips

A thousand times

I sometimes see you

Pass outside my door

Hello!

Is it me youre looking for?

I can see it in your eyesI can see it in your smile

Youre all Ive ever wanted

And my arms are open wideBecause you know just what to say

And you know just what to do

And I want to tell you so muchI love youI long to see the sunlight in your hair

And tell you time and time again

How much I careSometimes I feel my heart will overflow

Hello

!Ive just got to let you know

Because I wonder where you areAnd I wonder what you do

Are you somewhere feeling lonely? Or is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart

For I havent got a clue

But let me start by saying I love youHello!

Is it me

youre looking for?

Becuase I wonder where you are

And I wonder what you doAre you somewhere feeling lonely?

Or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heartFor I havent got a clue

But let me start by saying I love you



this songits be my tatoo in brain like i canot forget the rythm... omg.....its all bcos of mr. fred who always sang this song.......thank for reminded me.....

HISTORY OF MY LIFE...real me.:)

real name=abd hadi bin mesro....short name=ABDI, born at queen hospital kk at23/04/1983 yeah im old...geting older and counting..he3,born as a normal child grow up in litle village call kg kebagu(menggatal)my mom from there.my mom is bajau. my dad (abah)is jawa... so it make me jawa too... but still i'm learning litle bit of jawa only..... more to bajau lenguage.yup, i can speak bajau, malay, english.now grow up, i turn tobe work for islamic insurans call takaful mlysia,dont want talk bout job,job is job.. life is life.......i use to say im a workerholic, but sometime, even boss can be lazy..... yeah.the mood is up and down.i got the AVM sickness.wicth, its like a time bomb in my head, i got my bomb(stroke) at 14/12/2007..... when i canot weekup from sleep, and my parent send me to icu unit in queen hospital.im in koma for 2days.... dont even know wat happen until the neuro docter come and explain to my fmly. i really dint know wat i hv. my fmly thinking im on drugs or something wicth i never ever will do.iweek up with numb on my left side of body,cant feel anything, for a 3 week in hospital.the docter plan to do surgery at me but my bro wont let my fmly sign the form. bcos its 50/50 chance ill survive.thanks to my brother mr.abd rasid bin mesro. now its been 3 years and i recoveryand still on recovery stage. i try out all traditional medician thats is urut(masage)ubat herbal..yeak pahit!.....and now.... i can walk and talk and still doing my old job.luckly my company still consider i can do my job.even got title o.k.u.i still want to live like normal ppl.my fizilal wont bother me for do the thing i like, i know im a single handed person now, witch is my right body is undamage.only my left body is canot move.
but i still drive with auto car like normal ppl.im thankful ALLAH still gv me a chance to live....
ALHAMDULLILAH SYUKUR.....
take my words... be thankful for wat u got..... since its come in free.....be faithful and thankful everyday u weakup in the morning.and remember allah will always be with us.... so be thankful. u not as bad as anybody...... when u think u are useless there someone out there more useless then u... and so it on.
p/s:everything hapen for a reason.

inflame,

Forged in Flame EP Reviews
The Metal ObserverI've reviewed a good many Stoner Rock/Metal albums in the past few months and to be perfectly honest, most of them have been pretty dull. I was definitely getting bored with all of the mediocre albums, but I was extremely pleased to find that FORGED IN FLAME's self-titled four song demo was anything but dull. The best part about this demo is the energy that these guys exude with their music. Each song is filled with monster grooves and lots of variety in the riffing. There's no doubt that the riffs here are absolutely killer. I found myself banging my head to almost every single riff these guys threw at me. Another thing that stands out is the harmony sections, which are used sparingly, but that just makes them even more effective because of the great placement within the songs. One thing that really surprised me was the shred solo in "A Ravens Cage." You rarely ever find that style of lead guitar in this genre, but I have to say, it's a great solo and the playing is very impressive.As far as complaints go, the biggest flaw with this album is that it's only 4 songs, even though each song is a solid 4-5 minutes in length. My only other minor gripe is that the fourth song, "Hexa," isn't on par with the first three songs, which are all outstanding. It's still a good song though, but it keeps "Forged In Flame" from being damn near perfect. Definitely go out and get yourself a copy of this demo, and be on the lookout for more material from these guys.9 out of 10www.themetal-observer.com

iknow how u guys hate or love metal band well for the rock heavymetal lover... mayb dah kenal dgn group inflame ni,aku mula2 memang xsuka lagu2 heavy.... but bila tension pulang keja disitulah terasa agresionheavy tu berputik, mula2 dgr lgu metalica... mmg da fav dri dlu....inflame band.(baru2 gak pasal mr.fred suka dgr. da terpengaruh kot.just for share.....

another day....... huhu.

bru pulang keja, sampai ruma ja tapi mengampaikn diri di sofa dpn TV, c ain(adik bongsu kesayangan mak aku)tgh tgk rancangan fevoret dia... cartoon!anoy me bila cartoon tu ulang2 lagu... hagemaru........ntah knapa aku benci btl tgk cartoon tu..... lps tu rampas remote dri tgn ain.tertekan buton->ada anime avatar.... yeah.. my favoret carrtoon.... suda umur 26 pon masih tgk cartoon??aku tgk certen cartoon ja, avatar, ben 10 pun layan,favoret aku chanel animax701. siap tukar bahasa jepon lg.....well translation bahasa english.kui.kui.....bosan gaduh dgn ain aku merajukan diri naik atas sbb cartoon spagbob squarepant aku kena sabotaj dgn ain dgn cara kotor.... bagitau mak aku yg akucubit dia.... pengakhirnya mak suruh bg remote kat ain.... cisss... apa la...... itu pon mo gaduh??.ni yg layan blog jap sblm azan magrib berkumandang dan abah akan teriak"ALONG!.....LEPAS SOLAT ISYAK JGN LUPA AMBIL AIN MENGAJI!"rutin aku tiap2 ptg lps pulang kerja.....wasalam.... azan.

THINKING SO MUCH????

i've been thinking a lot lately,thanks to mr. fred, who alwats buging me for unknown reason he keep me thinking bout life and other staff.like when we are together, he will asking me this Q"are u happy wit ur life?"and i like"what??"and he just give me this evil lough.and he say,"when u think u poor, look around u, did u see those(sambil tunjuk kearah org yg minta sedekah di tepi jln kk)there even more ppl poor then u,"and thats y i rarely show my sad face to mr wiseman, fred. for those who dint know him, i tell u he is not very wise, even his fmly keep calling him idiot, but for me i saw fred have something in him.he is a trouble kid before. but he grow fast. this orang putih.he is such a loyal and wise fren.as i told him before when he first knew me, he is such a legend around kolombong, he is a fighter, but i said" fred u think u strong? out there there are ppl stronger the u.."huhuhu.and he will answer me.." yeah.... just move on wit life and smile over it".

3post.

baru pulang dri ambil kwn di airport, air asia kota kinabalu, know her from my kursus kerja at 2006, one off my staff gak, she got transfer to kk from lahad datu, huhu.. now days byk staff transfer bcos managment is rebranding our company.. wuwuwu.sblm tu pergi hantr bini(kereta pergi cuci+polish+vacum dlm. hehehe.ditemani si fred.... orang putih kolombong.talk with fred its a mind blasthing. he will always make me thinking... damn u fred.hua3......my bro coming home tonite yeah!kick his ass if he dont bring anything for me from knigau.... ada apa2 ka di keningau?..aku pon xtau aku baru sampai keningau 3 x mayb... small town with a big population.
nice place.few frend live there.nice sunday....ok... go to prayers. azan magrib.....arini mo pergi masji bandaraya....... wasalam.

2AUGUST2009.

maka lahirlah post ke-2 untuk ari ni, smlm too-tired bcos bru lps basuh kreta kesayanganku,i really wnt this blog write in english, but i think it will be a rojaklenguage blog,as 4now.tulis dlm bahasa yang aku tau, come -on.guna bahasa ibunda(melayu)pon ok gak.english(not very good in speling)nanti aku tulis dlm bahasa bajau tiada org paham pulak.tulis dalam loghat sabah? buli ka kamu paham tu nanti? hua3.buli kalau kau!ni ayat biasa org sabah pakai kunun.the truth, ayat inibermaksud=ok.ntah mcm disabah aku jarang guna ayat tu jua.mungkin pengunaan ayat bergantung dengan cara pergaulan.jika sering menggunakn ayat yang sama berulang2.pon anoying jua,huhu ok slang brunei papar kuar suda.PROUD TO BE SABAHAN.ait to be contin,

fin 4 now..... got smthing todo..............chow.

first isue? litle bit of me.

i create blog in friendster b4, well its time to move to bigger home, call bloger.... huhuhu, apeda, org lain suda bikin blog lama suda, me?ppl not even know.....my life is not really as interested as ur life out there, i'm juz a normal guy by the age of25 who recently be an o.k.u.(org kurang upaya)bcos i got AVM(abnormal nerve multifunction)yeah nerve problm.well , i belive in ALLAH.i know HE got plan for me,there always a reason for something HE created.i'm not regret being like this. i accept for what HE gv me.thankful im still alive.....alive and still can feel walk and talk...doing job. its not easy, i will work hard for it. its like a second chance for me being alive.weell to tired asfar it goes i will continued bout me in other time. thanks for read.never walk alone.